in memory of Ted Hughes
1
Post-this, post-that, post-the-other, yet in the end
Not past a thing. Not understanding or telling
Or forgiveness.
But often past oneself,
Pounded like a shore by the roller griefs
In language that can still knock language sideways.
2
I read it quickly, then stood looking back
As if it were a bridge I had passed under –
The single span and bull's eye of the one
Over the railway lines at Anahorish –
So intimate in there, the tremor-drip
And cranial acoustic of the stone
With its arch-ear to the ground, a listening post
Open to the light, to the limen world
Of soul on its lonely path, the rails on either side
Shining in silence, the fretful part of me
So steadied by their cogged and bolted stillness
I felt like one come out of an upper room
To fret no more and walk abroad confirmed.
3
Passive suffering: who said it was disallowed
As a theme for poetry? Already in Beowulf
The dumbfounding of woe, the stunt and stress
Of hurt-in-hiding is the best of it –
As when King Hrethel's son accidentally kills
His older brother and snaps the grief-trap shut
On Hrethel himself, wronged father of the son
Struck down, constrained by love and blood
To seek redress from the son who had survived –
And the poet draws from his word-hoard a weird tale
Of a life and a love balked, which I reword here
Remembering earth-tremors once on Dartmoor,
The power station wailing in its pit
Under the heath, as if our night walk led
Not to the promised tor but underground
To sullen halls where encumbered sleepers groaned.
4
'Imagine this pain: an old man
Lives to see his son's body
Swing on the gallows. He begins to keen
And weep for his boy, while the black raven
Gloats where he hangs: he can be of no help.
The wisdom of age is worthless to him.
Morning after morning he wakes to remember
That his child has gone; he has no interest
In living on until another heir
Is born in the hall, now that this boy
Has entered the door of death forever.
He gazes sorrowfully at his son's dwelling,
The banquet hall bereft of all delight,
The windswept hearthstone; the horsemen are sleeping,
The warriors under earth; what was is no more.
No tune from harp, no cheering in the yard.
Alone with his longing, he lies down on his bed
And sings a lament; everything is too large,
The steadings and the fields.
Such were the woes
And griefs endured by that doomed lord
After what happened. The king was helpless
To set to right the wrong committed …'
5
Soul has its scruples. Things not to be said.
Things for keeping, that can keep the small-hours gaze
Open and steady. Things for the aye of God
And for poetry. Which is, as Miłosz says,
'A dividend from ourselves,' a tribute paid
By what we have been true to. A thing allowed.
Audenesque
in memory of Joseph Brodsky
Joseph, yes, you know the beat.
Wystan Auden's metric feet
Marched to it, unstressed and stressed,
Laying William Yeats to rest.
Therefore, Joseph, on this day,
Yeats's anniversary,
(Double-crossed and death-marched date,
January twenty-eight),
Its measured ways I tread again
Quatrain by constrained quatrain,
Meting grief and reason out
As you said a poem ought.
Trochee, trochee, falling: thus
Grief and metre order us.
Repetition is the rule,
Spins on lines we learnt at school.
Repetition, too, of cold
In the poet and the world,
Dublin Airport locked in frost,
Rigor mortis in your breast.
Ice no axe or book will break,
No Horatian ode unlock,
No poetic foot imprint,
Quatrain shift or couplet dint,
Ice of Archangelic strength,
Ice of this hard two-faced month,
Ice like Dante's in deep hell
Makes your heart a frozen well.
Pepper vodka you produced
Once in Western Massachusetts
With the reading due to start
Warmed my spirits and my heart
But no vodka, cold or hot,
Aquavit or uisquebaugh
Brings the blood back to your cheeks
Or the colour to your jokes,
Politically incorrect
Jokes involving sex and sect,
Everything against the grain,
Drinking, smoking like a train.
In a train in Finland we
Talked last summer happily,
Swapping manuscripts and quips,
Both of us like cracking whips
Sharpened up and making free,
Heading west for Tampere
(West that meant for you, of course,
Lenin's train-trip in reverse).
Nevermore that wild speed-read,
Nevermore your tilted head
Like a deck where mind took off
With a mind-flash and a laugh,
Nevermore that rush to pun
Or to hurry through all yon
Jammed enjambements piling up
As you went above the top,
Nose in air, foot to the floor,
Revving English like a car
You hijacked when you robbed its bank
(Russian was your reserve tank).
Worshipped language can't undo
Damage time has done to you:
Even your peremptory trust
In words alone here bites the dust.
Dust-cakes, still – see Gilgamesh –
Feed the dead. So be their guest.
Do again what Auden said
Good poets do: bite, break their bread.
To the Shade of Zbigniew Herbert
You were one of those from the back of the north wind
Whom Apollo favoured and would keep going back to
In the winter season. And among your people you
Remained his herald whenever he'd departed
And the land was silent and summer's promise thwarted.
You learnt the lyre from him and kept it tuned.
'Would They Had Stay'd'
1
The colour of meadow hay, with its meadow-sweet
And liver-spotted dock leaves, they were there
Before we noticed them, all eyes and evening,
Up to their necks in the meadow.
'Where? I still can't–'
'There.'
'Oh yes. Of course, yes. Lovely.'
And they didn't
Move away.
There, like the air agog.
The step of light on grass, halted mid-light.
Heartbeat and pupil. A match for us. And watching.
2
Norman MacCaig, come forth from the deer of
Magdalen,
Those startlers standing still in fritillary land,
Heather-sentries far from the heath. Be fawn
To the redcoat, gallowglass in the Globe,
Tidings of trees that walked and were seen to walk.
(They did not move and he did not come forth).
3
'Deer on the high hills':
Englished Iain MacGabhainn
Goes into linked verse –
Goes where the spirit listeth –
On its perfectly sure feet.
And Shakespeare's 'Into
The air, as breath into the
Wind. Would they had stay'd!'
That too. And Iain's poem
Where sorrow just sits and rocks.
4
Sorley MacLean. A mirage. A stag on a ridge
In the western desert above the burnt-out tanks.
5
What George Mackay Brown saw was a drinking deer
That glittered by the water. The human soul
In mosaic. Wet celandine and ivy.
Allegory hard as a figured shield
Smithied in Orkney for Christ's sake and Crusades,
Polished until its undersurface surfaced
Like peat smoke mulling through Byzantium.
Late in the Day
Sir William Wilde, in his Beauties of the Boyne,
Tells of a monk of Clonard, working late,
How when his candle burnt out, his quill pen
Feathered itself with a miraculous light
So he could go on working. Shadow-flit,
Ink-gleam and quill-shine, late now in the day
I need their likes, freshets and rivulets
Starting from nowhere, capillaries of joy
Frittered and flittering like the scimitar
Of cowpiss in the wind that David Thomson
Flashed on my inner eye from the murky byre
Where he imagined himself a cow let out in spring
Smelling green weed, up to his hips in grass.
Dark-roomed David, author of the memoir
Nairn in Darkness and Light, whose injured eyes
Saw waves and waterfalls in young girls' hair,
The glee of boyhood still alive and kicking
In the tattered stick-man I would meet and read
A lifetime later – erotic fancy-tickler,
Never more at home than when on the road,
Led by amazement as if it were a seal
Walking ahead of him up the Aran shingle
In a clawhammer coat and top hat, dressed to kill,
About to enter a public house or kitchen
The way he would himself, like Arion
Arriving in off the waves, off the dolphin's back,
Oblivious-seeming, but taking it all in
And glad of another chance to believe his luck.
Arion
We were all hard at it in the boat,
Some of us up tightening sail,
Some down at the heave and haul
Of the rowing benches, deeply cargoed,
Steady keeled, our passage silent,
The helmsman buoyant at the helm;
And I, who took it all for granted,
Sang to the sailors.
Then turbulent
Sudden wind, a maelstrom:
The helmsman and the sailors perished.
Only I, still singing, washed
Ashore by the long sea-swell, sing on,
A mystery to my poet self,
And safe and sound beneath a rock shelf
Have spread my wet clothes in the sun.
from the Russian of Alexander Pushkin
Bodies and Souls
1 In the Afterlife
It will be like following Jim Logue, the caretaker,
As he goes to sweep our hair off that classroom floor
Where the school barber set up once a fortnight,
Falling into step as he does his rounds,
Glimmerman of dorms and silent landings,
Of the refectory with its solid, crest-marked delph,
The ground-floor corridor, the laundry pile
And boots tagged for the cobbler. Was that your name
On a label? Were you a body or a soul?
2 Nights of '57
It wasn't asphodel but mown grass
We practised on each night after night prayers
When we lapped the college front lawn in bare feet,
Heel-bone and heart-thud, open-mouthed for summer.
The older I get, the quicker and the closer
I hear those labouring breaths and feel the coolth.
3 The Bereaved
Set apart. First out down the aisle
Like brides. Or those boys who were permitted
To leave the study early for music practice –
Privileged and unenvied, left alone
In the four bare walls to face the exercise,
Eyes shut, shoulders straight back, cold hands out
Above the keys. And then the savagery
Of the piano music's music going wrong.
Clonmany to Ahascragh
in memory of Rory Kavanagh
Now that the rest of us have no weeping left
These things will do it for you:
Willows standing out on Leitrim Moss,
Wounds that 'wept' in the talk of those before you,
Rained-on statues from Clonmany to Ahascragh,
Condensation on the big windows
And walls of a school corridor in Derry
Where I drew with warm fingers once upon a time
To make a face that wept itself away
Down cold black glass.
*
Compose yourself again. And listen to me.
You were never up here in my attic study
Beyond the landing, up the second stairwell,
Step-ladder steep, and deep, and leading back
Down to the life going on.
Even so, appear
Till I tell you my good dream.
Be at the door
I opened in the sleepwall when a green
Hurl of flood overwhelmed me and poured out
Lithe seaweed and a tumult of immense
Green cabbage roses into the downstairs.
No feeling of drowning panicked me, no let-up
In the attic downpour happened, no
Fullness could ever equal it, so flown
And sealed I feared it would be lost
If I put it into words.
But with you there at the door
I can tell it and can weep.
*
And if ever tears are to be wiped away,
It will be in river country,
In that confluence of unmarked bridge-rumped roads
Beyond the Shannon, between the River Suck
And the Corrib River, where a plentiful
Solitude floods everyone who drives
In the unseasonable warmth of a January afternoon
Into places battened down under oyster light,
Under names unknown to most, but available
To you and proclaimable by you
Like a man speaking in tongues, brought to his senses
By a sudden plout on the road into Ahascragh.
Sruth
in memory of Mary O Muirithe
The bilingual race
And truth of that water
Spilling down Errigal,
The sruth like the rush
Of its downpour translated
Into your accent:
You in your dishabills
Washing your face
In the guttural glen.
Mountain and maiden.
The shard of a mirror.
Your head in the air
Of that childhood breac-Ghaeltacht,
Those sky-maiden haunts
You would tell me about
Again and again –
Then asked me to visit:
If anything happened
Just to see and be sure
And not to forget
For your sake to do it.
Splash of clear water.
Things out in the open.
The spoken word, 'cancer'.
And now it has happened
I see what I saw
On the morning you asked me:
Neck-baring snowdrops –
Like you at the sruth –
First-footing the springtime,
Fit for what comes.
Seeing the Sick
Anointed and all, my father did remind me
Of Hopkins's Felix Randal.
And then he grew
(As he would have said himself) 'wee in his clothes'
Spectral, a relict –
And seemed to have grown so
Because of something spectral he'd thrown off,
The unbelonging, moorland part of him
That was Northumbrian, the bounden he
Who had walked the streets of Hexham at eighteen
With his stick and task of bringing home the dead
Body of his uncle by cattle-ferry.
Ghost-drover from the start. Brandisher of keel.
None of your fettled and bright battering sandal.
Cowdung coloured tweed and ox-blood leather.
*
The assessor's eye, the tally-keeper's head
For what beasts were on what land in what year …
But then that went as well. And all precaution.
His smile a summer half-door opening out
And opening in. A reprieving light.
For which the tendered morphine had our thanks.
Electric Light
Candle-grease congealed, dark-streaked with wick-
soot …
The smashed thumb-nail
Of that ancient mangled thumb was puckered pearl,
Rucked quartz, a littered Cumae.
In the first house where I saw electric light,
She sat with her fur-lined felt slippers unzipped,
Year in, year out, in the same chair, and whispered
In a voice that at its loudest did nothing else
But whisper. We were both desperate
The night I was left to stay, when I wept and wept
Under the clothes, under the waste of light
Left turned on in the bedroom. 'What ails you, child,
What ails you, for God's sake?' Urgent, sibilant
Ails‚ far off and old. Scaresome cavern waters
Lapping a boatslip. Her helplessness no help.
*
Lisp and relapse. Eddy of sybilline English.
Splashes between a ship and dock, to which,
Animula, I would come alive in time
As ferries churned and turned down Belfast Lough
Towards the brow-to-glass transport of a morning train,
The very 'there-you-are-and-where-are-you?'
Of poetry itself. Backs of houses
Like the back of hers, meat-safes and mangles
In the railway-facing yards of fleeting England,
An allotment scarecrow among patted rigs,
Then a town-edge soccer pitch, the groin of distance,
Fields of grain like the Field of the Cloth of Gold.
To Southwark too I came,
From tube-mouth into sunlight,
Moyola-breath by Thames's 'straunge stronde'.
*
If I stood on the bow-backed chair, I could reach
The light switch. They let me and they watched me.
A touch of the little pip would work the magic.
A turn of their wireless knob and light came on
In the dial. They let me and they watched me
As I roamed at will the stations of the world.
Then they were gone and Big Ben and the news
Were over. The set had been switched off,
All quiet behind the blackout except for
Knitting needles ticking, wind in the flue.
She sat with her fur-lined felt slippers unzipped,
Electric light shone over us, I feared
The dirt-tracked flint and fissure of her nail,
So plectrum-hard, glit-glittery, it must still keep
Among beads and vertebrae in the Derry ground.
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