He wanted to know all about the trip and it was mainly his mother who answered his questions.
'You've obviously enjoyed it.' He was not looking at his mother but at Shivonne and his expression plainly said that he was grateful to her for making his mother so happy.
A warmth spread over her whole body in spite of the rather uncomfortable feeling she was experiencing. She did not like the yacht with all its glitter and other ostentation. It was so artificial-not in keeping with what she knew of its owner.
'Your mother loved Ashford Castle,' she smiled. 'You must come next time, Kurt.'
'I shall.'
Richard and Brian brought the Mohawk safely to its jetty and the three passengers were soon at the villa where Belinda had refreshments ready as soon as Kurt rang for them.
'Did you have a good time, Shivonne?' were the girl's first words as she entered the sitting-room with the tray.
'Yes, thank you, Belinda….' Shivonne's voice trailed as she noticed her fiancé's set face. He said softly to Belinda,
'Go to my study in half an hour's time. I want to speak to you.'
The girl coloured but only slightly.
'Yes, Mr. Kurt.' She put down the tray but when she attempted to pour the tea Kurt said brusquely,
'Leave it. We'll manage now.'
'You're going to give that girl a dressing-down at last,' commented his mother perceptively. 'And about time.' She grimaced. 'Shall you dismiss her?'
'No. But she'll have to learn how to address Shivonne from now on.'
'You're far too lenient with Belinda, Kurt!'
'Perhaps I have been in the past. She's an excellent worker,' he added by way of an excuse.
Shivonne poured the tea and handed out the sandwiches. Mrs. Drayton soon went off to her room and when Shivonne asked if she wanted her to unpack she declined, saying it would be done later.
'I want to rest,' she said finally and left the room.
'I missed you.' Kurt was looking at Shivonne with an expression she had never seen before. 'Did you miss me?'
'Of course. But it was lovely to see Father, and to travel around a bit, showing off my island to your mother.'
'For that I want to thank you,' he smiled. 'You've done so much for Mother-she's a different woman since you came.'
'I think she was always cheerful, though.'
'In a way. But she did have qualms about her future-in her old age, I mean.'
'Well, she's settled now-we all are.' There was a wistful note in her voice, created by the knowledge that Kurt did not love her. She said rather abruptly, changing the subject, 'Father said he must pay you interest on the loan.'
'Loan? I definitely decided to make him a gift.' Arrogantly firm the voice and Shivonne prudently made no further comment. Kurt waited a moment and then asked about fixing the date for the wedding.
'I'm afraid Marguerite and Josef won't be with us,' he added. 'Unless we can manage to be married before they leave of course.'
'So soon….' Strangely she found herself wanting a delay. Was it because she felt that Kurt by some miracle would fall in love with her? How wonderful if he were to be in love when they were on their honeymoon!
'Is there anything to wait for?' he inquired curiously.
'Not really. I have to order a dress and some-er-other things.'
A faint smile lifted the corners of his mouth.
'I guess you will have to go over to Tortola for the other things. The dress can be made here by a wonderful little seamstress we have. She always stocks a selection of material which she buys when she goes over to Miami about every two months. I think you'll find she has just what you are wanting.' So cool, off-hand, almost. Shivonne caught her lip between her teeth and realised she was also blinking back tears.
Was it wise to marry without love on Kurt's side? But she seemed to be committed now, in several ways. There was her father's plight, and there was Mrs. Drayton's well-being. These two alone were a barrier to her changing her mind. She smiled to herself. She had no wish to change her mind.
***
The dress was a dream of perfection, for Kurt had insisted on white after all, and as she viewed herself in the long mirror Shivonne felt herself to be dazed by what was happening to her. She, an ordinary Irish colleen from a tiny cottage in 'The Garden of Ireland' to be marrying a millionaire several times over! To be the mistress of his home….
But she would have been just as happy if he were poor… and happier still if he loved her.
The church was filled with villagers and just a few friends of Kurt and his mother. The ceremony was soon over, and the reception which followed did not last too long either. For Kurt wanted to get away in order to reach another island before sundown.
Shivonne had not wanted to honeymoon on the yacht; she would have preferred a cottage somewhere or perhaps an intimate type of hotel.
'I'd like to go to Barbados,' she had ventured in an attempt to make Kurt change his mind about the yacht.
'We can call there,' he had replied.
'And stay for a few days?'
'Not a few days. When we travel on the yacht then that is our floating hotel, naturally.' His voice was firm, authoritative. He seemed bent on making full use of the yacht for their honeymoon. So Shivonne had no alternative than to become resigned.
***
They had visited Antigua, Dominica and Martinique and tomorrow they would be pulling in at Barbados.
'I'm very much looking forward to Barbados,' said Shivonne contentedly as she relaxed on deck with her husband. She was in a bikini, her skin honey-tanned, her hair a little awry, teased as it was by the breeze. Kurt, in brief white shorts, reclined on a lounger, his dark eyes roving over Shivonne's slender body. She coloured delicately under his examination and a low laugh escaped him.
'You're still shy,' he commented and shook his head. 'I haven't ever met a girl like you before.'
She wondered just how many girls he had had, and she wondered if he had ever come near to marrying any of them. Surely his emotions must have been touched sometimes, and he had felt himself to be in love.
She glanced towards the bow as Richard Coatsworth appeared to do something with a rope. It was a good life for men like him and Brian, she mused, coming on these cruises like this. There was so much wealth on this side of the Atlantic, she had soon discovered: to own a luxury yacht was certainly nothing out of the ordinary, as it would have been in her country.
***
The island of Barbados shone beautiful in the sunshine and Shivonne wished she could have persuaded Kurt to stay longer than his intended few hours.
Kurt, just for fun, hired a Mini-moke and drove his wife over to the Atlantic side of the island and to Sam Lord's Castle, where they spent an hour or so strolling through the castle and its grounds. Then he drove along the coast, through miles of tall sugar canes and where the fields were bordered by flaring poinsettias and other brilliantly-hued exotic flowers. Shivonne was thrilled by it all; she had read a lot about this particular island, since a colleague at work had been on a holiday there for two weeks. So it was that Shivonne had hoped that, one day, she would stay there. But Kurt was adamant about moving on. However, to her surprise, he did agree to stay long enough to have dinner at the Sandy Lane Hotel.
'We'll have to go back to the Mohawk and change, though,' he told her. 'We can't go to the Sandy Lane looking like this.'
She laughed.
'Of course not! We're in shorts!'
It was just about seven o'clock when Kurt was ready, and as he had earlier spoken to an acquaintance who had his yacht moored some distance from the Mohawk, he told Shivonne he would go along and have a chat to this man and would return for her in half an hour's time. This decision came when he realised that she would not be ready-to her complete satisfaction-for about another thirty minutes.
She was glad he had done this; she wanted to take particular care this evening, for she knew that the Sandy Lane was a very special hotel-reputed to be the best in the whole of the Caribbean. There would be a show outside, with limbo dancers and a steel band to which she and Kurt would dance after dinner.
It was only about ten minutes after Kurt left the yacht that she smelled smoke and she stopped what she was doing. The entire crew had gone ashore, with Kurt's permission, of course, but were supposed to be back on board by eight o'clock-at least, two of them were. Richard was privileged to remain ashore longer.
The smell became stronger and Shivonne, heart beating a trifle too quickly, went from her state-room to investigate. A gasp of horror escaped her as she was met with volumes of thick black smoke pouring from the galley. She turned, her eyes dilating as she realised that the fire was swiftly taking a hold owing to the large amount of wood in the vessel. The flames were at her back and to one side; she heard voices on the shore, excited, urgent cries. The smoke was suffocating her and she staggered back, intending to go into her stateroom and close the door, then wait for the help she knew must soon come. There was no way she could possibly reach the gangway so the idea of getting back into her room seemed the safest. But she had reckoned without the devastating effect of smoke, and she felt her lungs were bursting.
'What shall I do!' she cried. 'Help! Oh, why doesn't someone do something!' She was gasping for breath, surrounded by smoke with soaring flames rising in front and to one side of her. The heat was increasing though as yet it was not distressing her. But her chest felt as if a dozen rough files were grating away at it; her throat was agonisingly blocked.
She could only stand still now because visibility was nil except where the flames, great crimson tongues licking away at the luxurious fitments of the sun deck, were rising even higher with every moment that passed. She tried to scream but all that left her lips was a muffled groan of pain.
And then, just as she began to wonder if she were going to die in this inferno, she heard her husband's voice.
'Shivonne! Shivonne-are you in there?'
'Yes… oh, Kurt, save me….' She knew he could not hear her but she now made a tremendous effort to move towards the point from where Kurt's voice had come.
'Shivonne!' It was a sort of strangled cry now and then someone else was shouting,
'You can't go aboard that inferno! Man, you're crazy!'
'Stop him-someone stop that crazy fool from going aboard.'
'Get away from me!' The voice was a savage, snarling rasp of fury and even though she was almost fainting now Shivonne had no difficulty in imagining the scene: her husband coming aboard, determined to do so, and people trying to prevent him from committing such folly. He would fight them but would he be in time? She felt herself losing consciousness as another kind of darkness-other than that created by the smoke-enveloped her.
'I'm… going…' It was as if for a fleeting second she was floating and then, with a tiny moan of despair, she felt herself sinking slowly to the floor.
***
She awoke to the sensation of glass-paper lining her chest and throat. The pain was agonising and she put a feeble hand to her breast.
'Where am I-?' She stopped as a face came into her vision.
'Darling… oh, my dearest love….' The voice was hoarse and cracked, the face above her grey and drawn. 'I th-thought you were-were-dead….'
'You called me darling,' she breathed. 'Kurt-you called me darling.'
He took her hand in his and held it tightly, as if he would never ever let it go.
'It was sheer luck that I was able to get to you-'
'You called me darling,' she interrupted and although her voice was husky there was an urgency in it which she hoped he would notice, and reply to.
He managed a difficult smile.
'I love you,' he told her simply. And before she could speak again, 'How do you feel? The doctor's here, in the hotel to which we brought you. I'll ring to tell him you've recovered consciousness.' He rose and picked up the telephone receiver. 'He'll be here directly.' Kurt came and sat down again on the side of the bed. 'It was luck,' he said in a more steady tone of voice. 'You weren't very far from the side of the boat and so I managed to get to you almost immediately I jumped aboard.'
'I heard your voice, calling me,' she explained, wincing with the sheer agony of moving her mouth. 'So I tried to get closer, but then-then I-I-'
'Don't think about it, dearest,' broke in her husband gently. 'It's all over and apart from the effects of the smoke you haven't sustained any injuries. Thank God!' He stopped and little beads of perspiration stood out on his forehead.
'I've been lucky… you saved my life at the risk of your own.' Fleetingly she thought of the yacht, and knew it was a write-off.
'My life wouldn't have been worth anything without you-'
'But you never said you loved me,' she could not help reminding him. 'So when did you find out that you did?'
'When I knew you were in that blazing inferno-but that was only the full admission. I'd been falling in love with you for some time but trying to deny it.'
'But why, Kurt?' Her brow was furrowed in bewilderment.
There was a small silence before he said, with a little access of resignation,
'I was once very much in love and she let me down badly. I swore never to allow myself to be so vulnerable again and that's why I'd practically decided to marry Lisa. She knew I didn't love her but she was willing to marry me for all that.' He paused but Shivonne did not speak. And soon he was continuing, 'Mother doesn't know that I ever had a serious affair so you'll never mention it-Of course you won't,' he was swift to add as he saw her expression.
The doctor came in and although he was frowning as he noticed her continuous and convulsive swallowing movements, done in order to lubricate her aching throat, he nevertheless sounded very satisfied with her condition.
'In a few days you'll feel better,' he assured her, though went on to add that the effects of smoke inhaled in the amounts to which she had been subjected, could take up to a fortnight to disappear altogether.
'Can my wife be moved?' Kurt wanted to know as he opened the door to let the doctor out.
'Of course. There's no reason at all why she shouldn't be able to enjoy her holiday-though she might not be able to enjoy her food for a few days,' he added with a wry grimace. 'She's suffering a little from shock but I'll send you some tablets for that. Where are you thinking of moving her to?'
'The Sandy Lane Hotel,' returned Kurt with a tender glance at his wife who was even now sitting up on the bed.
***
They had dined and wined, watched the limbo dancers and the rest of the show; they had danced to the steel band and now they were strolling, hand-in-hand, on the beautiful beach of St. James.
'I'm so lucky.' Shivonne's voice was soft and tinged with emotion. Her throat and chest were much improved, since it was four days since that terrifying experience on the boat. 'I used to hope that you would fall in love with me, but sometimes I'd despair because you-well-seemed so much above me-' She was brought to an abrupt halt as her husband drew her slender body into a swift embrace. And although his eyes were tender his voice was edged with a stern inflection as he said,
'Never dare to utter such nonsense again, Shivonne! Above you indeed!' He saw her lip quiver and instantly felt contrite. 'Darling-don't be hurt.' He shook his head, a slight frown creasing his brow. 'I don't ever want to hurt you, sweetheart.' He held her from him and stared down at her in the moonlight. 'You know that, dear, don't you?'
A lovely smile curved her lips.
'Of course I know-how could it be otherwise, the way you are with me all the time? Oh, dearest Kurt, I am sure you will spoil me outrageously!'
'Certainly I shall spoil you. Haven't I already begun, by agreeing to spend the whole of our honeymoon on Barbados-and in this particular hotel?'
She laughed and because she was now so sure of him she took on a coquettish pose as, sending him an oblique glance, she said, in that delightful Irish brogue of hers,
'I shall enjoy getting all my own way for the rest of my life.'
His dark brows lifted a fraction as he returned with well-feigned severity, and a hint of mocking amusement as well,
'Don't get any wrong, and optimistic notions, my love. Your husband's no jellyfish.'
'I'd not want him to be!'
They strolled on, stopping now and then to kiss and to talk. Shivonne felt herself to be living in a dream world, still dazed by the wonder of Kurt's being in love with her.
He spoke into her thoughts, reminding her of the time.
'We ought to turn back,' he said quietly. 'It's almost one o'clock in the morning.'
Their room was on the ground floor, with its patio facing the beach which was a mere few hundred yards away, over the narrow expanse of grass on which they had sunbathed each day. Once in the room, and with the long drapes closed, Kurt held out his arms and Shivonne went eagerly into their tender embrace.
'How lovely you are… my wife….' Kurt's voice, tender and loving, was at the same time vibrant with desire. 'What a lucky day it was for me when, attracted by that enchanting Irish accent, I invited you to come over to Virgin Gorda and live in my house.'
'Lucky for me, too-though I didn't know it at the time.' Shivonne lifted her face, lips parted and moist, inviting his kiss. His sensuous mouth made their capture and for a long moment of rapture Shivonne thrilled to their mastery, and to their passionate exploration as they moved slowly and hungrily from her lips to her cheek and then to the tender curve of her shoulder from where he had already removed the strap without her realising it. His arms about her tightened until she was almost part of him, vitally and rapturously alive both to his need and her own. His hands roamed, half-lifting the ankle-length skirt of her evening dress, but then he obviously decided to dispense with the dress altogether. It was soon swirling down to her feet and lightly Kurt swung her up and to one side, and for a moment the lovely gown lay there, while Kurt allowed his dark eyes to wander over his wife's now scantily-clothed body. Delicate colour fluctuated in her cheek and a low laugh escaped him at her shyness.
'You're so sweet-!' He swept her into his arms, crushing her soft young breasts against the iron-hardness of his chest. His hands slid slowly down from her waist to her thighs, stroking and caressing and tempting, while his lips crushed hers in a kiss that was as savage as it was loving. The whole length of his body pressed against hers; she arched in response to the dominance of his hands, so low down now that the very tenderest place was within reach of his long slender fingers. Shivonne shuddered with ecstasy, her throbbing flesh yearning for complete fulfillment.
'Kurt….' Her tone was husky and imploring. 'I want you so….'
'My beloved….' He slid his hands into the dainty lace panties and another shudder shook every sensitive cell in her body. The garment was removed and she stood before him, naked from her breasts down. He smiled, seemed faintly amused that he had not removed the bra first. Making good the omission, he held her at arm's length and her colour deepened as he let his passionate gaze take its fill of her beauty.
She glanced up shyly; he was still fully dressed, still immaculate in oyster-coloured jacket and matching slacks, with a contrasting citrus green shirt frilled down the front.
Her own nakedness seemed embarrassing because he was fully dressed, looking so superior and distinguished-and so very masculine.
He murmured softly,
'It's your turn, sweetheart. Undress me.'
She shook her head.
'I-you-'
'You did it very neatly last night,' was his somewhat amused reminder. 'Why so reluctant now?'
She managed a difficult smile, and held out her hands to take off his jacket. With the other clothes, he helped her and swung her fiercely to him when at length he was naked too. She felt his hungry mouth covering hers in moist and passionate domination; she parted her lips, yielding to the pressure of his, and his tongue entered the soft sweet darkness of her mouth. Her hands were in his hair, gripping it tightly in the frenzy of her desire and she felt his whole body jerk as a paroxysm of desire was awakened. Lightly he swung her right off her feet and carried her to the bed. Sensuous arousal dulled their senses to all but the flight to paradise, the anticipation of becoming one in the tenderest of unions.
Love play… passionate kisses… ardent murmurings and caresses…. And then the glorious rapture of being transported on the wings of ecstasy into the realms of paradise.
It was a long time later when, still cloaked in each other's arms, Kurt whispered, his breath clean and cool against her cheek,
'Beloved… my little Irish colleen… stay as sweet as you are. Promise.'
She snuggled more closely, fitting her body to the shape of his, and lifted her face.
'I promise, darling,' she murmured on a note made husky by emotion. 'If this is how you want me, then this is how I shall stay-forever.'
His kiss was Kurt's only response. It was tender and gentle, without a trace of passion.
'You're almost asleep,' she whispered. 'Aren't you?'
The only answer was a long, contented sigh and, with a smile, Shivonne nestled her head against his chest and closed her eyes.
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