Why didn't she tell him the truth about their mother's death?
Ruth is shocked at first, then, quickly defensive. He has no idea of the state she found him in that rainy August afternoon in 1950. She had to carry him downstairs. He couldn't move, couldn't speak, could scarcely breathe.
She had to carry him more than a mile to Aunt Grace's just to get him away from the house. She had to go back alone, take care of everything. Their father was in Guatemala. John was in the Catskills. She had to drag and lift their mother's body to her bed, close her eyes, cover her up.
When Robert literally did not remember what had happened, she (with Aunt Grace's agreement) took it as a blessing from God which they would not undo.
Accordingly, they invented the story about Mother falling down the staircase. As an added safeguard for Robert, they kept the truth from John and from their father.
"It was done to protect you," she tells him firmly.
"But don't you see it didn't protect me?" he responds. "All it did was push it deeper inside. It had to come out eventually. Look at all the years I lost. All the years I spent distorting my mind before it emerged."
His sister is obdurate. She did the right thing. She would do it again. If he had only "stayed with the church" he would have been "truly protected" and never have had to undergo such a horrible recollection.
"Ruth, the mind doesn't work that way!" he cries, incredulous that she is still defending what she did.
His anger breaks her. She reciprocates, all her resentments from the past spilling out. She was the one who had to take care of him after their mother died! Not father! Not John! Not Aunt Grace!
It was enough to do without telling him about Mother's suicide!
It all emerges then. Not only was she embittered by the attention given to him by their mother but also the attention John received from their father; maybe not enough for John but a lot more than she ever got. She was in the middle of it all, admired by no one, given attention by no one, expected to be responsible and grown up.
When Mother became ill, did Robert take care of her? Did John? Did Father? Did Aunt Grace? "No!" she says. "I did! Me! Me!"
Hurt and anger pour out. No one had any use for her. She wasn't pretty, she wasn't gifted, she wasn't smart, she wasn't interesting. She tried to gain their mother's favor by becoming devoted to the church. Even that failed. She had to maintain her faith alone, without support, knowing even that Robert was the truly psychic member of the family, not her; that he has been almost from the time he was born. He had everything. Everything!
Robert draws back fast, regretting his anger. He apologizes to Ruth, tries to put his arms around her, reach some kind of intimate rapport with her.
It is too late. Ruth endures his embrace and pats his back impersonally as she tells him, "Understanding will come to you. Pray to God and it will come to you. You should be in the church. That's where all the answers lie. The church, Robert, the church."
Driving home, Robert has a memory of his childhood.
Him sitting with his mother in the early stages of her illness, too young to be aware of what is happening or what she says to him; that she knows that "personally" she is "unworthy" of the faith she claims. That she asks him to not judge that faith by her personal "weakness".
"Judge the believer, not the belief, darling," she tells him, stroking his hair lovingly. "You're too young to understand that now but try to remember. The believer, Robert, not the belief."
When he arrives home, the thick envelope from Williker has arrived.
His father's journal.
Immediately, he sits down to read it, Bartoo on his lap.
A piece of paper has been clipped to the first page of the journal, on it the words: To whoever reads this-read what I have written on page 156 before reading the journal.
Page 156 contains, incredibly, a virtual paraphrase of Arthur Bellenger's words at Cambridge. We hear the voice of Francis Kenneth Allright as CAMERA MOVES IN ON the writing.
"The ruins of ancient sites appear to contain fragmentary clues that their architects possessed some kind of knowledge we no longer have."
CUT TO Robert's father sitting on his cot in a tent in Arizona, writing in his journal, his expression grave.
"These words, at one time, would have been a virtual abomination to me," says his voice. "Now, as much as I desire to, I am unable to refute them."
CUT TO Egypt, The Great Pyramid.
"The Great Pyramid," his father's voice continues, "seems to be a landmark on which the geography of the ancient world was constructed."
SHOTS OF the pyramid parallel what he says.
"The foundations were apparently oriented to true North. Its builders seemingly knew the circumference of the Earth and the length of the year. They knew, among other things, it seems, the specific density of the earth, the acceleration of gravity and the length of the earth's orbit around the Sun."
CUT TO Northwest Europe and the megalith remains.
"The megalith builders of Northwest Europe apparently knew the same things hundreds and, in certain cases, thousands of years before textbooks listed them.
"Along a fifteen hundred mile front of Europe's Atlantic seaboard, these ancient and mysterious monuments, stones, mounds and burial chambers exist to remind us of this fact."
CUT TO aerial shot of Stonehenge.
"Another of these strange locations is Stonehenge," says his voice. "The builders of which were, without the aid of writing, astronomers and mathematicians of high ability."
CLOSE SHOT ON Stonehenge.
"Like the stone circles in Cornwall, on Dartmoor, at Station Drew and in Scotland, these enormous configurations were aligned not only toward the Sun but on many of the stars as well.
"In Great Britain, 600 sites have been discovered to be designed geometrically and aligned astronomically to an astonishing degree of perfection."
CUT TO Peru, the plain of Nazca.
"Distinctions related in spite of distance and difference in shape and size are the desert patterns of Nazca in Peru," says his voice.
"In 1972, it was discovered that the straightness of these lines could not be measured even with modern air-surveying techniques."
CUT TO Francis Allright writing in his journal intently.
"Why were these sites of early man placed so carefully? Why were the sites apparently connected and developed with such uncanny geometric precision?
"What impelled these ancient people to such a gigantic physical and intellectual effort?
"Did it have a practical purpose?
"And did I catch a glimpse of that purpose last night?"
CUT TO the previous day, the dig progressing, the workers a combination of students and local residents both white and Indian.
A discovery is made and Francis Allright hurries to the spot with his foreman, a Hopi in his sixties.
The finds are exciting.
A clay face with prominently sloping eyes. A smaller pink soap-stone head, strange in appearance, almost Egyptian. An ornament made of shell.
And something else which the foreman pockets before Allright notices. The expression on the Indian's face as he does so is overwhelmed.
That night the old man comes to Allright's tent. He wants to show Allright something.
Allright follows the man to his tent. There the Indian prepares some odd-looking tea for them to drink. To be polite, Allright drinks it.
As they do, the old man says, "You have a son."
"Two," says Allright.
"One will come here," says the Indian.
Allright looks surprised. "That I doubt," he says.
"He will," says the old man. "He will come to complete what you have started."
"What have I started?" asks Allright. By now, the tea has begun to affect him; he has not noticed it occurring but his mind is beginning to cloud.
The old man tells him to put out his hand.
Allright does.
The Indian puts the crystal cone in his palm. "This was with the other things we found this afternoon," he says. "I had to look at it before I gave it to you. I had to be sure."
"Of what?" asks Allright.
"That it is what I hoped," the old man says. "The link."
"Link to what?" asks Allright. He is groggy now.
"Watch my hands," the old man says.
In the dim interior of the tent-the Hopi turns the lantern almost off-Allright sees the old man light a pipe and begin to smoke.
He watches the curling smoke thicken.
Then curl downward toward the old man's hands which he holds apart.
Thicken even more, then form a ball of smoke between his palms.
Allright blinks, his glazed eyes narrowing.
The ball has become a globe. It has become the earth turning slowly in space.
He peers closer, his expression confused.
The earth looks vaguely crystalline. Across its surface is a formation of lines.
Dodecahedrons overlaid with equilateral triangles.
Allright stares at the sight.
The old man blows out smoke which turns into a thin, glistening stream which turns down suddenly, piercing the earth at a point in the Pacific Ocean and creating a glare which blinds Allright.
He opens his eyes. It is morning. He is lying on the floor of the empty tent.
The crystal still in his hand.
He goes outside and looks around.
"The old man was gone," says his voice. "I have not seen him since."
He starts walking back to the site of the dig, his tent.
"What did he show me last night? Was it only an induced hallucination?
"I wish I could believe that. I wish with all my heart and mind I could believe that. It offends me that I can't.
"What I do believe-without the least bit of evidence-is that there is something very strange on this site.
"Something which, if the old man's words are to be believed, I myself will never see."
CUT TO Robert cutting the twine off a package wrapped in thick paper.
The strange clay face with the sloping eyes.
The small pinkstone head.
The ornament made of shell.
As he turns the ornament, Robert gasps, his breath taken by what he sees.
"Without the least bit of evidence, father?" he says.
On the back of the ornament is a design.
A four-bladed scythe, a circle in its center, each blade with a spearlike projection on its cutting edge, inside the circle a hieratic letter symbol, a step-like configuration on each blade, the one on the upper blade connected to the letter symbol.
He is so struck by the sight that when the telephone rings, he jolts sharply and Bartoo is thrown to the floor ignominiously.
Laughing, comforting the whimpering puppy, Robert picks up the receiver.
"Where's my driver?" Cathy asks, calling from the train station.
She tries to share his excitement but is unable to do so.
What he speaks of represents a world of such myth-like conjecture to her that she must reject it.
Pre-literate ancient civilizations creating geometric structures on the earth for some vast, unknown purpose? No, thank you.
"But the matrix on the earth!" says Robert. "I dreamed of it in Russia! Then, later, Adamenko told us about it! I drew that symbol at ESPA more than a month ago! Today I see it on an ornament found in Arizona years ago! Months ago, I see an image in my mind of energy coming down to the earth! I read in my father's journal today that he saw something just like that in the Indian's tent! Are you telling me it's all coincidental?"
"Robert, can't you see?" she argues. "The knowledge about that matrix was in Adamenko's mind when we met him! The symbol in full detail was in your father's mind years ago!"
"You're telling me it's all a prime example of telepathy?!" he cries.
"Can you say it definitely isn't?" she challenges.
He stares at her, baffled.
"No," she says. "You can't." She looks at him embitteredly. "You can't. Yet, on the basis of this so-called 'evidence', you're going to Arizona. Well, I find that questionable! Naïve and questionable!"
She draws in deep breath, holds it, then releases it.
"I believe you're wrong," he tells her quietly. "I have to go to Arizona. That's where the answer lies. It's not naïve. It isn't questionable. It's true."
July 26th, Robert picks up John at JFK. He has talked his brother into going to Arizona with him on the dig.
John has been drinking before the flight as well as during it. Why didn't the old bastard ask me first? He says truculently when Robert tells him what the Indian told his father.
"If he said one of us was coming," John says. "Why did Pop choose you? I'm the one who went with him on digs."
"John, what's the difference now?" Robert asks. "We're going together, that's all that matters."
"Yeah," John grumbles. He lets it go. "So how's your girlfriend?" he asks.
"She was my intended," Robert answers.
"Isn't she any more?" asks John.
Robert tells him that Cathy is living in Manhattan now. She says it's because working late hours at ESPA makes it difficult to commute. Actually, he feels it's because of Arizona.
"She feels that I'm betraying her, I think," Robert says.
"Are you?" counters John.
"No," says Robert. "She knows I love her. She knows I want her to go to Arizona with me. She knows I accept her views, her work at ESPA. She knows that Arizona isn't going to last forever, that when I get back, if her divorce is final, I want to marry her."
"And is her divorce still in the works?" John asks.
Robert looks glum. "That's the question," he says. "She isn't really telling me."
Later, at the house, he shows John the items he took from their old house and they start to talk about their past.
Finally, Robert tells him about their Mother's suicide.
John is taken back but, oddly enough, not that surprised. He never did feel right about the "fall down the staircase" story he'd been told.
Things add up now, he says. Her marriage to a man whose strength of character she so admired. A strength that ultimately proved to be her undoing.
"He never understood her," John says. "Never even came close. To him, she was an innocent, a virginal beauty. That she had anything at all going on in her head probably never occurred to him.
"When he finally came to terms with what she believed-up 'til then, I think he relegated it to Sunday morning church activities, he had no idea how totally it permeated her life-he… well, he never did come to terms with her beliefs. He couldn't. He attacked them instead.
"She tried to live with his criticism, his mental abuse. She never showed anger. Never resisted him. He was too strong, too authoritative. So she turned it in on herself, hid in her room and prayed." His voice goes bitter. "And got cancer."
He remembers now-Robert doesn't-the occasional smell of bourbon on her breath. Obviously, she drank it to numb the pain. He remembers-Robert doesn't-her asking Robert, when he was three, to put his hands on her stomach "to stop the tummy ache."
John sighs. "Poor woman," he says.
Robert looks at his brother, sensing something. "What's wrong?" he asks.
John smiles without humor. "You're psychic, can't you tell?" he says.
Robert looks at him in silence. Suddenly, he feels a dull pain in his bowels that makes him wince.
"You all right?" John asks.
The pain fades, Robert draws in deep breath. "Just like mother," he says.
John flinches. "Jeez, you really are psychic, aren't you, kid?"
It's his colon; probably the same thing that got their mother. "That's why I hemmed and hawed when you asked me to go to Arizona with you," he says. "I may not be much use to you."
Robert puts his hand on John's arm. What does John's doctor say?
"The usual crap," John answers irritably. "Chemo-therapy, etcetera, etcetera. I won't go that route. I've seen it. I hate it."
"Robert tries to talk him into not backing off from medical treatment so soon but John only gets aggravated by this. "Look, do you want your dying brother with you in the wilderness or should I go home?" he demands.
Robert smiles at him. "I want my brother with me in the wilderness," he says quietly.
"Jeez," says John. "That sounded almost biblical."
Knowing that they need an expert with them, they drive to Norman Konrad's apartment.
En route, Robert tells his brother what he's come to believe. That their mother's suicide filled him with dread and hatred for Spiritualism. She placed her life in its hands and, as far as Robert had been able to observe, it had failed her, made her kill herself and tear away from him the loving care he needed from her.
Now he understands. It wasn't Spiritualism, it was their mother's fear and pain.
His smile is somber. "I was doing what she begged me not to do," he says. "Judging the belief, not the believer."
He feels certain that is why he buried his ESP, feeling revulsion toward anything psychic. "I think when I wrote THINGS WITHOUT EXPLANATION, it was the first sign that it was coming back to me-or, rather, starting to come back out of me."
Konrad's reaction is not enthusiastic. He's getting up in years, he tells them. The idea of going back into the desert heat to burrow in the ground for artifacts is not exactly appetizing to him anymore.
Robert gives him the journal, the three objects and the crystal. Then he and John go to a restaurant for a long lunch.
When they return, Konrad has finished skim-reading the journal. It has not impressed him outside, of course, of his father's "admirable efficiency".
What has impressed him is the clay face. Does Robert know, for a fact, that it was dug up at the Arizona site?
Robert says that he believes his father's journal.
Konrad nods. "Well, it's very odd," he says. He doesn't give much credence to the "ancient culture with unknown powers" notion mentioned by his father. "Can't imagine why he'd write such a thing," he says. "It doesn't sound like him at all."
He holds up the clay face. "But this," he says. "This is something else again."
The only other faces he has seen remotely similar were in two other digs he was on. Not in Arizona either.
One in Egypt, one in Mexico.
"Very, very odd," he says.
They wait.
"You really mean to do this," he says.
"As soon as possible," Robert answers.
Norman hesitates. He makes an inconclusive sound. Finally he sighs. "Oh, well," he says. "I'm getting tired of being comfortable anyway."
Robert startles him by hugging him spontaneously.
Dinner with Cathy at her apartment.
He learns that Carol has gone back to England and seems happy to be reunited with her family.
"Does that mean you're thinking of going back too?" he asks.
She says she doesn't know. She can't go back at the moment. She has a contract with ESPA and is deep in her work there. They are conducting "in-depth" examinations of the effects of a new sensory overload chamber on the human mind.
The chamber, she explains, contains a U-shaped screen around the seated object. A computer selects slides which are projected onto the screen by polarized light while stereo speakers surround the subject with appropriate music. The effect on subjects has been most dramatic: blossoming mental images, powerful emotional reactions, even religious experiences-
She stops. "You aren't interested, are you?" she says.
"Of course I am."
She shakes her head. "No," she tells him sadly.
"Sweetheart," he says. "I know it's valuable to psi. I just need more right now."
"And you're going to find it digging up pieces of broken pottery in the Arizona heat," she says.
He shakes his head. "I'm not going there to dig up pottery."
"Robert, you could be so valuable to ESPA!" she pleads.
"Cathy, I'm not going to Arizona for the rest of my life," he responds. "When I come back, I may very well go back to ESPA. But now I have to go to Arizona. There's something there I have to find. Something important."
"More important than us?" she asks, tears starting in her eyes.
"That isn't fair," he tells her quietly. "But since you insist on asking-something more important than any one person in the whole world. That's what I believe."
She gestures haplessly. "I guess that takes care of that," she says.
She stands. "I'll get dessert," she mutters bleakly.
When Robert goes to Ann to tell her of his departure, she gets so upset that he finally asks Barbara if Ann can go with him. It won't be primitive, he says. He's using money left by his father to buy a used motor home. He'll take good care of Ann, get her back in time for school.
To Ann's delight-and Barbara's attemptedly hidden but obvious relief-Ann is given permission to go. She hugs her father with joy.
August 8. Amelia throws a farewell party at her house. She and Norman get along so well that when she jokingly suggests she "may just come out to Arizona and join you", Robert encourages it. They'd like nothing better, he enthuses.
During the party-a general festivity celebrating the outset of the trip the next day-Robert telephones Cathy. She is still at ESPA, working.
"You're not going to make the party then?" he asks.
She starts to make an excuse, then says, with a weary sigh, "Rob, I'd only cry or get angry, what's the point?"
She pauses. "Good luck," she says. "I hope you find what you're looking for."
"I love you, Cathy," he says.
"I love you too," she says, sounding almost unhappy about it. "Let me know what happens."
He hangs up and stands in the hallway of Amelia's house, looking in at the party-Norman chatting animatedly with a pleased Amelia, Ann laughing with her Uncle John. He smiles at them all. It is a smile tinged with sadness over Cathy.
DISSOLVE TO early morning. They start off in the motor home, towing a jeep behind. Ann sits in the front with her father, Bartoo on her lap, John and Norman both asleep in back. "It's just like when I was small," says Ann, radiating happiness. "When we used to get up before dawn to go camping."
Robert reaches over and takes her hand, kisses it. "I'm so glad you're with me, sweetheart," he says. "We're going to find a new world, you and I."
Later; all of them awake. They are nearly out of Pennsylvania, close to Ohio.
Perhaps affected by Robert's and Ann's casual acceptance of what he has always regarded as "autre" subjects, Norman starts to talk about the "suggested" multiple origin of the American Indian.
"There are some indications that several biologically different groups migrated to this hemisphere in the past," he says.
"This could explain," he goes on, "why American Indians have different blood genetics than the Asians-why, in fact, their blood is different from any other ethnic group in the world. Why their dental and skull parameters are so unique. Why they have over two hundred languages, none of which bear any resemblance to those of their supposed Asian ancestors."
That's why the artifacts, particularly the clay face, are so interesting to him. They seem to indicate a possibility that people existed in the Arizona area prior to previous archeological indications.
"I've heard it reported that some archeologists have found sites in America which seem to bear dates older than when the Bering Bridge existed. Not that I-"
"You mean that the Indians might have come by sea?" Robert breaks in.
"You said that, not me," says Norman, gesturing away the very thought.
"Maybe we'll find out about these things when we reach the site," Robert says.
"An ambitious maybe," Norman observes with a smile.
Robert tells them that he's "seen", what he expects to find at the site, notably the ruined temple at the top of a hill. Ann accepts this unquestioningly, John less so. Norman only shrugs and looks amused.
"We'll see," he says.
He is definitely from Missouri.
Days passing. Driving; gassing up at stations; grocery shopping. Stops at night. Cooking outdoors when they can. Sitting around fires, chatting, the men drinking beer, Ann with a Coke. The group becoming closer, Ann to her Uncle, her father, Norman. John to Robert and Norman. Norman to all of them. A pleasant journey across the country.
Toward a goal that none of them, in their wildest imaginations, could possibly anticipate.
They are crossing Kansas, Robert driving, when Ann, flipping radio channels, comes across a "psychic answering" show. They listen to it with amusement. Then John comes up to them and says, "You know who that is, don't you."
"Who?" asks Ann.
"That, my dear niece, is your infamous Great Uncle Jack," John tells her.
Since it is on their route, John insists they stop to say hello.
"Ann has a right to meet the nut fringe of her family," he says. "Not just us elite."
Robert isn't wild about the idea but can't come up with any valid objection.
They stop in the small city when they reach it and park across the street from the radio station, send a message in.
Moments later, JACK LEICESTER bursts into the lobby to greet them.
"What a grand surprise!" he says elatedly.
Jack is sixty-seven, his hair dyed brown, his clothes gaudy, his jewelry excess, his manner flamboyant. He is a car salesman version of a psychic and Robert's wan smile as he shakes his Uncle's hand shows why he was hesitant about stopping to see him.
"But this is bloody marvelous!" enthuses Jack, his English accent still well evident. "I'm just about to tape my midnight show! You must sit in with me!"
Robert and Ann are trapped into agreement. John demurs as, obviously, does Norman.
As they move into Jack's office, it is to see a wonderland of tributes to Jack created by Jack-enormous photos on the wall of him hobnobbing with celebrities most of whose tenures on stardom ended in the sixties, letters of ecstatic commendation from local listeners, pseudo-religious paintings and objects manufactured by J.L. Products.
"Inspiring," mutters John. He just loves this; it is, in one wrapped package, a validation of his every judgement on their family. "I wish I could stay here forever."
Robert only gives him a look.
He and Ann sit down with Jack. On the cluttered desk is a colorful appointment book calendar with photos of a beaming Jack on front and back. On the cover is the message, in gold script, Make a date with Spirit! Use your ESP each day of the year! Dr. Jack.
"Dr. Jack," says John, straight-faced. "It has a ring."
"Cynic, cynic," chortles Jack, not in the least offended. "They never bother me. They know not of what they rant."
John points at him. "Touché, Doctor Jack," he says.
Jack does a little bit of everything on his midnight show, he tells them. His noon show is, "of course" mostly for predictions-weather, stocks, politics, personalities. "America is in for a change." He gives a for instance.
"Shouldn't wonder," John observes.
"I have a feeling you're in trouble, nephew," Jack replies. "Am I right or wrong?"
"Wrong," says John, a tightening around his eyes revealing his reaction. "I'm in the pink, Jack."
"Did I mention health?" asks Jack. He pats John on the shoulder. "Well, I hope so, John," he says. "I really do."
The taping takes place. As advertised, a little bit of everything.
After introducing Robert and Ann, Jack spends some time finding lost objects. People phone in. "Dr. Jack, my diamond ring is gone," a woman says.
"Love, I see it in a drawer with something blue on top of it. Call me back and let me know what happens. Yes, sir."
"Dr. Jack, I wanted to let you know you said I'd have the money to travel as I wanted to and I have it now because my mother died and left it to me."
"Passed on, friend, not died," says Jack. "The Spirit taketh and the Spirit giveth. Yes, Ma'am."
"Dr. Jack, I'm looking for an earring that's been missing for a week. It's jade.
"All right," says Jack. "I'll tell you what I'm going to do. I'm going to let my nephew and his daughter see if they can find it, they're our visitors tonight. They're very psychic. Maybe not as much as Dr. Jack but that's another story."
Jack looks at them. "Impressions?" he inquires.
They stare at him blankly.
"Concentrate," he says. "Jade earring. What's your name, ma'am?"
"Mrs. Anna Clauser, 2015 Maple Drive."
Jack repeats her name and address. "Anything at all," he tells Robert and Ann.
Silence. Robert tries to indicate that he and Ann are not able to function under such circumstances.
Then Ann says, "Underneath the dryer."
Robert looks at her in startlement as Jack says, "Underneath the dryer, love. Ordinarily, I'd ask you to call back but, since my nephew and his daughter are moving on, we'll leave the line open. While we're waiting, we'll have a message from our sponsor."
He switches off the outgoing signal, points at Robert. "Something coming through," he says.
"What?" Robert has been looking at Ann. He turns back to his uncle. "Something-?"
The woman's voice comes through the line, excitedly. "It was there! I found it! The earring! Lord in Heaven!"
"Oh, my God," mutters John, scowling.
Robert bursts out laughing and kisses Ann on the cheek. "It's in the family, folks!" says Uncle Jack. "The Leicester Legacy! Thank you, love. Before I take the next call, I have a message for my nephew that I want to check out. Just came through. I don't know what it means. Maybe he can tell me. Here it is. He rubs the pearls across his teeth Does that mean anything to you, Robert?"
Robert smiles embarrassedly. "I don't-" Then he catches his breath. "Oh," he says as though he's just been kicked.
"It does mean something, I can see that," Uncle Jack says. "Share it with us, Robert."
Robert falters. "It was… a question I… I asked a….gentleman."
"Yes?" says Uncle Jack. "This is from The Other Side, you know. You understand that."
Robert swallows, nods once. "Yes, I…." He draws in a shaking breath. "Yes, he is," he says, not knowing what to say.
"And the question?" Jack asks.
"Uh… how does a burglar know which pearls are worth stealing?"
"Ah-ha!" cries Jack. "Of course! The good ones are-what, smooth, rough?"
"Slightly rough," says Robert, slightly dazed.
"There we have it!" says Dr. Jack. "Proof positive!"
When the taping is concluded, John feigns disgust. "Every time I try to laugh at our family, something spoils it," he says.
"John, my boy," says Uncle Jack. "The Truth will come out!" He leans over close to Robert. "Even though that pearl thing might have been telepathy," he whispers.
He looks at Robert intently then, eyes narrowing. "This place you're going," he says.
"Yes?" Robert looks newly startled. Uncle Jack has a way about him.
Jack grimaces and shakes his head. "Sorry," he says. "It's not the right one."
August 14. They drive nineteen miles off the highway to the site of his father's dig.
Robert looks around in dismay. No hill. No tower. Nothing that looks familiar at all.
"It is the wrong place," he says incredulously. "How could he know?"
"The Leicester Legacy?" says Ann, trying to make a tiny joke of it.
John laughs. Robert tries to smile but it is a crushing disappointment to him. Ann sees this immediately and puts her arms around him. "I'm sorry, Dad," she apologizes.
"Not your fault, sweetie," he says, his smile pained. He pats her back. "I just can't believe it."
"With all due respect to the 'Leicester Legacy'," Norman says, "who says it's the wrong place? This is where your father was digging. This is where those objects were found."
Robert nods. "I know," he says. But what he really knows is that Uncle Jack was correct.
This isn't the right place.
They make supper and eat, Robert trying to be cheerful but having difficulty doing so. Ann squeezes his hand.
"We'll find the right place, Dad," she says.
Norman groans softly.
Later that night, when the others are asleep, Robert leaves the motor home and walks into the desert.
Finally, he stops and sits, his back against a boulder. The desert has a silver cast across it from the moonlight.
After a while, he takes the crystal from his pocket and holds it in his palm. He stares at it. It seems to glimmer in the moonlight.
"Help me, somebody," he murmurs.
CAMERA HOLDS ON him. Then SUDDEN CUT TO his eyes. It is later. He is standing on the desert sand, rocking back and forth. He looks around.
To see, behind him, connected to him by the silver cord, his sleeping self.
He starts to walk across the desert, his strides lengthening until the land rushes by him with a blur.
Then he is walking normally. The terrain he moves across is rocky now, the entire area spotted with huge boulders. He is in the high desert, a hilly landscape with pine tree stands scattered about, their dark green a sharp contrast to the sandstone cliffs which range in color from yellow to almost red.
He is walking down a hillside when, suddenly, he jumps atop a boulder with the movement of an astronaut leaping on the Moon.
He points at a dry creek bed below. "That's it!" he shouts. "That's the place!"
He leaps from the boulder and rushes down to the creek bed. He dances in the moonlight, an eerie figure. "We have to undercut the creek!" he cries. "This is where it is! The link!"
He jerks his head up, waking.
Scrambling to his feet, he rushes to the motor home and bursts in, tearing open cupboard doors, looking for a geological map of the area.
"Hey, tone it down," mumbles John in back.
Robert finds the map and sits at the table, looking at it, trying to find the place he saw.
It could be any of a hundred places.
As he is staring at the map, Ann sits in the booth across from him. He tells her what happened. "I know I found it," he says. He smiles with stricken amusement. "But where is it?" he says.
They look at each other in silence.
"Don't dowsers work from maps?" she says.
Another silence. Finally, he sighs. "Well, why not?" he says. "This has been a crazy year. Why go sane now?"
He starts to look for something to make a pendulum with, then realizes that the perfect thing is in his pocket.
He attaches a piece of twine to the crystal.
"Help me, babe," he says to Ann.
An odd scene, father and daughter holding onto the string, the crystal hovering above the map, all this illuminated by the small light over the booth.
"Come on Leicester Legacy," says Ann after nothing happens for a while.
In a few moments, as though she understands the need for it, she links her fingers with Robert as they stare at the crystal.
It begins to move. Starts swaying back and forth.
They adjust their arms. The crystal jerks. They re-adjust. Inch by inch, they move their arms until the crystal begins to turn in circles. They make more adjusting movements and the circle gets smaller and smaller. The crystal finally stops above a spot on the map.
"That has to be it," says Robert. He marks the point with a pencil. "It has to be."
He looks at it. "Here's a road going in," he says. He winces. "Doesn't go in all the way though."
"What's going on now?" says Norman's voice.
They turn toward where he stands in his pajamas, eying them apprehensively.
Robert tries not to smile but can't help it. The expression on Norman's face-"say it isn't so"-tickles him.
"Norman-" he beings.
"Don't tell me," Norman cuts him off.
Robert and Ann splutter, trying to control their reaction to Norman's lugubrious expression.
"I'm sorry, Norman," Robert says. He holds up the map. "We're about twenty-seven miles off course."
"Oh, God," moans Norman softly. "How did I get into this?"
CUT TO speeding motor home, Robert driving. John wakes up in back. "Hey, what the hell is going on?" he calls.
"We're moving," Norman tells him gloomily.
"Hell, you don't have to tell me we're moving," John says. "I can see we're moving. What I want to know is why?"
"Don't ask," says Norman.
It is close to dawn when Robert turns the motor home into the desert and drives as far as he can before the road ends. From there, he hikes in, Ann beside him. The elevation has been rising as he drove. They are in higher country now.
Finally, they cross a ridge and see, in front of them, a rocky terrain and, in the distance, hills with pine tree stands, sandstone cliffs ranging in color from yellow to almost red.
"I think we're almost there," he tells them.
They hurry on. Then Robert sees the boulder and rushes forward to jump on it as he did in his OOBE. He has the good sense to stop at the last instant, realizing that he'll break his neck if he doesn't. Grinning to himself, he clambers onto the boulder, then reaches down to pull up Ann beside him, points.
"Down there," he says. "On the-"
He breaks off, both of them gasping.
As he has spoken, a shaft of light has shot down as though to point out the very spot where he must dig.
Ann turns first. "Dad," she says.
He turns to experience the most thrilling moment of his life.
On a distant hilltop are the ruins of a temple. The sun, just appearing above a far-off ridge, is shining through an aperture in the temple wall, the narrow beam of light pointed down at the creek bed.
"This is it," he murmurs, in a shaky voice, putting an arm around Ann. She is shivering. "Are you cold?" he asks.
"No, I'm excited," she tells him faintly.
"Me too, darling, me too," Robert says.
Jumping off the boulder, they run down to the creek bed and make a pyramid of rocks to mark the place.
Then they climb up to the hilltop and look at the temple ruins.
"I've been here," he tells her. "This is it. I'm sure."
Ann whirls suddenly, her fingers digging into his arm. Robert twists around to see a tall figure standing in the shadows.
Neither of them speaks. Ann clutches at his arm as the figure steps out from the shadows.
"Good morning," he says.
It is the Indian we have seen from the start of our story.
His wait is over.
Over coffee at their campsite, they learn that the Indian's name is JOSEPH LOMAH (short for Lamahquahu). He has a permit to dig this area which he will share with them. There is a road coming in from the east which will permit them to park the motor home within a few hundred yards of the site.
"How deep have you gone?" asks Robert uneasily because he knows where he must dig.
"I haven't begun yet," says Joseph. "I didn't know where to start."
Robert doesn't say anything but his expression asks the question: And now you do?
Norman, despite his relatively good-natured acceptance of Robert's (to him) weird behavior, puts his back up now. Is there any indication whatsoever that this area has archeological promise?
"We'll find cutting tools below ten feet," says Joseph. "Choppers. Scrapers. Hammerstones."
"How do you know that?" Norman demands.
"Wait," says Joseph. "See. There were people living here."
"How long ago?" asks Norman with a bored tone. He doesn't believe a word the Indian is telling him.
"Half a million years," says Joseph.
Norman explodes. "That is utterly absurd!" he cries, letting it all out at once.
Later, he takes Robert aside and tells him that he's making a terrible mistake to leave the promising site his father had in order to come here. "You don't really believe this man, do you?" he asks incredulously.
"I believe this is the place to dig," Robert answers.
Norman blows out heavy, probably disgusted breath. "Well, I can't promise that I'll stay with you to the bitter end," he says.
Joseph magically shows up with a four-man crew and the dig begins, shovels and picks biting into the creek bed where the pyramid of rocks had been built. As they dig, the soil is placed on screen tables to be sifted.
"Nothing important in the first ten feet," Joseph tells them again but Norman, obdurate, refuses to deviate from accepted practice and insists that every shovelful be screened.
When they run across some man-made stone flakes at six feet, he is justified and stunned at the same time. It proves that ancient man made tools here. Norman has to surrender his objection to this site-and on the first day.
"I presume," he grumbles, "that, at twenty feet, we'll uncover a wooly mammoth or something." Like Robert's father, having a lifetime of carefully assembled facts undercut is not pleasant for him.
The digging is hardly all excitement. Most of it is drudgery. As the excavation deepens, they have to attach a boom arrangement to a nearby tree, the boom lowering a bucket into the hole. The bucket, filled with soil, is winched up and swung over the screen tables. They also begin to shore-in the hole to keep the sides from caving in. Little by little, it takes on the look of a bona-fide shaft.
They keep finding what they take to be man-made objects only to have Norman shoot them down, not without some perverse pleasure. "Genuine artifacts do not appear quite so easily," he is happy to tell them, tossing aside what is usually no more than a hunk of rock.
By the end of the fourth day, muscles are sore, backs ache, skins are sunburned and bitten by insects. Robert fills a bottle half with milk, half with ice, adds two tablespoons of salt and shakes it up.
He is applying it to Ann's back as she lies in bed the fourth night when she sighs.
"Having a rough time, babe?" he asks, concerned.
"I'm having a wonderful time," she tells him, exhausted but happy.
He smiles and kisses her shoulder. "Good," he says. "I'm glad."
He cannot sleep, walks to the shaft and finds Joseph there. He sits with the tall Indian and asks him why he said that there were people living in this area half a million years ago.
Joseph tells him of the legends of his people, the Hopis. Legends that civilizations of people occupied this land before the cliff dwellers or the present Indians; that the cliff dwellers and red Indians may actually be descendents of these people.
"You know," he says, "that it is only within the past fifty years that the true form of the dinosaur known as the Tyrannosaurus became known."
"Yes?" says Robert, wondering what the Indian is getting at.
CUT TO what Joseph speaks of as he says, "Yet in the Hava Supai Canyon here in Arizona, there is, drawn and carved on a rock, a true depiction of this creature."
BACK TO Joseph as he finishes. "This picture was made more than twelve thousand years ago," he said.
Robert waits in silence.
"The legends say that the first people in this area came in small numbers five hundred thousand years ago," says Joseph. "That they traveled from their primary settlement to live by this creek which, then, flowed like a river."
"From across the sea?" asks Robert.
Joseph doesn't answer. In a few moments, he stands. "I'm glad you're here," he says.
Robert looks up at the looming man. "Why do I have the impression that you were about to add 'at last' to that remark?" he asks.
The Indian grunts. Robert cannot tell if he is smiling in the darkness but it is his impression that the Hopi is.
"Rest," says Joseph. "Tomorrow will be difficult."
CUT TO the net day as the difficulty manifests-a six foot boulder in the five-foot-square shaft. "Now what?" John asks.
"Dynamite," says Joseph.
He returns shortly after with the sticks of dynamite. "I hope you've used this stuff before," Robert says.
"I have," says Joseph.
Robert restrains him for a moment. "Did you know that boulder was going to be there?" he asks.
"I thought it might be," Joseph answers.
The charge is set and all of them withdraw.
The rumbling explosion causes Ann to have a spontaneous vision which frightens her. As Robert holds her in his arms, she shakily describes what she saw-a mother cowering in the creek bed with her two children, trying to shield them from an avalanche of ice and water thundering down the slope above.
Joseph, hearing this, nods and pats Ann roughly on the back. "This is good," he tells her. "To see this is an honor. Don't be disturbed."
Robert and Ann look at each other. She rubs away some tears from her cheek. "This has been a crazy year," she says. Robert hugs her, smiling.
The dig continues. Hours. Days. One hundred degrees on the surface. Like digging in a cold storage locker at the bottom of the shaft. Half of them get colds.
Norman is living in a semi-daze, half happy, half dismayed by the artifacts which keep appearing. He gives up trying to resist or understand what's going on, riding the wave of each new discovery with a shrug and a hapless smile.
The radiocarbon data from the fifteen foot level are gotten back from a lab and turn out to be approximately 25,000 years old.
Next, they run across a paleosol, a fossil soil preserved exactly as it was ages ago. In it, they find crude stone tools and their flake debris.
Norman is delighted but remains confused. "I just don't understand it," he keeps muttering to himself.
The work becomes more arduous. They have little maneuverability in the five-foot-square shaft. The original cable becomes too short and they have to use a longer, thinner one. The motor (7/8 horsepower) works with less efficiency and the bucket can only be filled halfway. They know, too, that if the cable shears, the bucket and its contents will crash down on their heads.
One afternoon, Robert stops working abruptly and looks around, then tells them to get out of the shaft; he is working with Norman and John.
"Why?" asks Norman.
"Now," orders Robert.
Norman tries to object but Robert won't let him. Hurriedly, they climb to the surface, Robert pushing Norman and his brother to move as fast as they can.
They have barely reached the top of the shaft and crawled onto the ground when there is a rumbling sound below. The shaft has caved in at the bottom.
Norman has no remark to make. Like a man living in an incomprehensible world into which he has been involuntarily plunged, he only walks away from Robert and John, shaking his head and mumbling to himself.
Joseph comes up to Robert and takes him aside. "We've made a mistake," he says.
Robert looks at him apprehensively.
"We forgot to ask for permission," Joseph tells him.
Another strange experience for Robert as Joseph tells him that, since the beginning of the world, the Hopis have depended for their well-being on the Kachinas, spiritual "caretakers" who reside in the nearby mountains. This slope "belongs" to them.
Accordingly, permission must be asked in order for them to have the right to dig here.
Robert must help to do this.
Robert is past arguing about anything of this sort any longer. All he asks is that they do it away from Norman, John and the crew.
"They will not be witness to it," Joseph says.
Robert watches him walk away; sighs. "What would Cathy say?" he wonders aloud.
That evening, Robert and Ann (Joseph has told him that she, too, has "the right" to do this) ostensibly go for a walk. Meeting Joseph they help him gather spruce boughs, then accompany him to the kiva-the underground chamber we saw early in the story.
They follow Joseph down the ladder, watch him light the spruce boughs, then join him, hesitantly at first, in a dancing chant to ask the Kachinas to let them dig unharmed. Joseph has warned them that they must do this "from their hearts" and not pretend humility or nothing will work.
It is a bizarre scene, the three figures dancing and chanting in the dim, smoky chamber. It seems as though vague, shapeless figures move about them just out of sight while Joseph says aloud, in his own tongue, then in English, "Oh, ancient people, now slumbering, guide our shovels to the truth and beauties in the old fields, that we may bear witness to your life and be your voice from the past.
"Show us too, when we are worthy, the hidden place and the beginning that we may understand."
When the ceremony is ended, Joseph says he thinks it went all right, it should be easier now. He should have known the need for this when they were obstructed by the boulder. He believes that Ann's vision was the Kachina's way of reminding them. He regrets having risked their lives by not recognizing the reminder.
Before they leave, he pledges them to keep the location of the kiva a secret because it is a place of spiritual ceremony. They promise him, then Ann asks, "What's the hidden place?"
"Not yet," says Joseph.
"The beginning?" Robert asks.
"Of everything," Joseph answers as he walks away.
Robert and Ann walk back toward the motor home, hand in hand. They both feel very solemn.
Until Ann murmurs, "I don't think I'm going to tell Mom about this."
This reduces both of them to helpless laughter.
More days passing. An endless succession of climbing and descending, digging, eating, resting, sleeping, aching. John shows signs of weakening. Joseph observes and tells Robert that this work may be too hard for his brother. Robert hates to say anything because John seems to feel such strong fulfillment being here in Arizona at the kind of dig he and his father had gone to in the past.
They dig down past the edge of an enormous boulder. If it was under the shaft, the dig would be ended.
"Thank you, Kachinas," Ann says in a voice as casual as though she were saying, "Thank you, Paine-Webber."
Robert grins and scratches a heart on the boulder surface, scribes the letters R and A inside it.
CAMERA HOLDS ON the heart.
More days passing. Norman and Robert becoming uneasy for different reasons.
Norman is beginning to suffer a reaction to his "honeymoon" period on the dig.
At twenty-six feet, they uncover another paleosol which correlates to a date not less than 100,000 years old. More artifacts are found. He cannot deny their existence but that existence contradicts even more past beliefs. Twenty-five thousand years was one thing. One hundred thousand is something else again.
Norman feels the pressure of a man whose world is cracking.
Robert is becoming uneasy because nothing seems to be happening at the dig except what he had always believed could only happen here-the discovery of ancient artifacts possibly pushing back the date of man's existence in this area. He has felt strongly that he came here-even that he was brought here-for some important purpose. Now he is beginning to wonder if the entire thing is, after all, as Cathy seemed to indicate, a personal delusion on his part.
Accordingly, he starts becoming restless. Even Ann's reassurances fail to help.
Norman's harried report of what Joseph has told him provides the solution for Robert's distress.
"I can't stay here," Norman starts the exchange.
Robert looks at him in surprise. "Why? What's the matter?" he asks.
Norman hardly knows how to begin expressing his state of mind. "I am a-a-party-line archeologist, Robert," he says. "It is difficult enough for me to accept that there were human beings living here even twenty thousand years ago."
"I understand," says Robert, nodding.
"You don't," says Norman. "I do not believe that people living here a hundred thousand years ago had domesticated dogs and horses, corn and rye!"
Robert looks perplexed. "I don't understand now," he says.
"Of course, you don't understand!" Norman fumes. "What person in their right mind could understand?! Domesticated plants and animals? Pottery, leatherwork, artwork, a symbolic writing system?! God in heaven!"
"Norman, what are you talking about?"
"Your Indian friend," says Norman darkly. "Joseph, your Hopi Prognosticator. He is now predicting-not predicting, stating-the imminent discovery of wall-carvings, paintings, wooden ankhs, cured leather, parchment scrolls with hieroglyphic writing. Is the man insane?"
Robert pats a quivering Norman on the shoulder and suggests that a good night's sleep would do wonders.
"I just don't know if I can stay here any longer," Norman mumbles as he turns away.
Robert goes to see Joseph, who lives in a hut below the opposite side of the temple.
He asks the Indian, flat out, what it is they're digging for.
Joseph has him sit across a table from him, pours him a cup of coffee.
"What would you like it to be?" he asks.
Robert is taken back by the question. Then he realizes what he hopes for: that this dig might turn out to be located on the energy matrix he now believes covers the earth.
He starts to explain what he means by this when, to his astonishment, Joseph says he knows what Robert is talking about.
"You do?" asks Robert blankly.
The Indian's faint smile makes Robert feel apologetic. "I'm sorry," he says. "I shouldn't be so…"
Joseph's simple gesture allays his embarrassment. "Why do you wish this site to be on the matrix?" he asks.
Robert has to admit he doesn't know. It was simply the closest thing he could visualize to an "answer" he is looking for. He just doesn't believe that ancient artifacts are going to give him that answer.
At the same time, he has no idea what the purpose of the matrix is other than to provide energy access points-or exchange around the globe.
What the energy is and what purpose it serves is totally unknown to him.
"You've been involved in ESP," says Joseph.
"Yes," says Robert.
"And ESP is-what?"
Robert hesitates. "An energy of some sort," he says.
Joseph stands and crosses the small room, takes a book off a shelf and returns to the table. Sitting, he opens the book and finds what he is looking for.
"Bernard Grad wrote this," he says.
"The man from McGill University?" asks Robert, surprised again. "The one who conducted the healing experiments with mice?"
"The same," says Joseph.
He reads aloud: "The central focus is energy-life energy-what it is, where it is, where it moves, how it works.
"It shakes up one's view of the universe that there is energy moving through everything. That it is all around us-in the air, in the ground.
"What is more, it is informational-the energy itself an information-bearer… self-regulating…. programmed.
"Whatever the requirement for this energy, it, somehow knows."
Joseph looks up.
"It knows when it is used to search for water underground," he says. "Knows when an animal uses it to find its way home over the distance of a continent. Knows when a psychic sees across a thousand miles or a thousand years. Knows when it is utilized to move objects – to seek out thoughts in others' minds-to see things that the eyes cannot see, hear things the ears cannot hear.
"All religions and mythologies are based on this 'Energy That Knows'. Some of these have lost most of it. Some retain a little. Some remain close."
"And did the megalith builders create places where this energy could come through?" Robert asks.
"They recognized these places as synchronizing points," Joseph says. "Points where the rhythms of the Earth could be harmonized with the rhythms of the universe."
"For ESP?" asks Robert.
"The network of megalithic sites built along the matrix lines seasonally re-vitalized the Earth," Joseph answers. "And its people."
"But this spot isn't on the matrix," Robert says, knowing.
"This spot is something else," says Joseph.
The dig goes on. Norman continues to be cranky but Robert regains his spirits.
His pleasure is diminished by the obvious decline of John's health.
They are sitting in the motor home one afternoon, having lunch, Joseph, Norman and Ann in the shaft.
"How are you, John?" Robert has to ask.
John sighs. "A little tired, Bobby," he says.
"Why don't you forget your afternoon shift?" Robert suggests. "One of the crew can handle it."
John is about to argue and Robert knows that he is stepping on fragile ground. But John's exhaustion overcomes and he only nods and says, "I guess."
Before he leaves the motor home, Robert gets a fresh handkerchief from his cupboard and runs across the bio-feedback control. He hasn't used it since they came to Arizona.
As he puts it away, he looks back at John lying down. It makes him feel badly that, as his brother's health declines, his improves.
He is almost to the shaft when he hears excited voices.
He goes down to find Joseph, Norman and Ann looking at a sight which is both awful and touching.
The skeletons of a woman and two children, the woman's posture that of a mother trying to protect her young, her arms around them.
"Just the way I saw them," Ann says, almost reverently.
Robert puts his arm around her in the way the woman has her arm around her child.
"These are from the Motherland," says Joseph quietly.
Robert looks at him.
"This was an outpost," Joseph tells them.
"The Motherland?" Ann asks.
Joseph will say no more but climbs from the shaft.
In it, he sees a priest in a vivid robe standing in a dim interior, waiting for him. He moves toward the tall figure.
To discover that the priest is holding his hands like the brass sculptured hands.
And that, floating in the air between his palms, is a crystal globe.
As Robert stops before the priest, the man's face unseen in the shadow, the crystal globe begins to glow.
He wakes up. It is after two a.m. Rising, he goes outside.
He is almost to the dig when he sees Joseph sitting cross-legged in the moonlight, eyes closed.
Robert knows he must not interrupt whatever the Hopi is doing and, turning, he goes back to the motor home.
As he enters, John is just emerging from the bathroom.
He sits with Robert in the booth and tells him, in a soft voice, that he doesn't think he can stay much longer.
"All this exercise and fresh air is killing me," he says.
Robert doesn't know what to say. He puts his hand on John's and holds it there.
September 10. Robert drives Ann and John to the nearest airport.
"I'll be back soon," Robert tells his daughter, embracing her. "We can't dig too much longer, the weather's going to change."
He promises to keep in touch and contact her as soon as he gets home.
"Dad, I'd like to live with you if I could," she blurts, holding on to him tightly.
He looks at her. "Sweetheart, that is not a bad idea," is his reaction.
Her face brightens. "Really?"
He nods. "We'll talk about it when I get back." "Oh, yes, yes," she says, hugging him fiercely. His farewell to John is less happy. "John, if you need me, tell me and I'll come," he says. "You belong here, kid," John tells him. "Not with me." He still can't embrace Robert easily. He pats Robert on the back. "Finish it up," he says. "Find what Pop was looking for." "I will," Robert says.
Later, he tries to telephone Cathy from the airport but she is neither at ESPA nor her apartment.
"I hope to God she's not back in England," he murmurs to himself.
A shock awaits him as he comes into the motor home that afternoon. The sight actually makes him jump.
Lying on the table is something they have dug up in the shaft that day.
The rotting remnants of a priest's robe. The one he saw in his dream.
He walks to the dig with the mail he's picked up from the post office. There is a letter for Norman from Amelia.
"She's coming out!" cries Norman in delight, reading it. "At last; someone to share my dementia with."
Robert smiles and pats Norman on the shoulder, then looks for Joseph, finds him by the shaft.
He tells the Hopi that he saw the robe in a dream the night before. When he describes the dream, Joseph tenses.
"We must be getting close then." Joseph says. "To what?" asks Robert.
Joseph tells him that a key belief in Hopi mythology is that this area contains a network of underground tunnels.
"Is that what we've been looking for?" Robert asks him. "Partially," says Joseph.
Robert looks at him in silence for a while, then says, "Do these tunnels lead to the 'hidden place'?"
Joseph takes him by the arm. "Come with me," he says. He leads Robert up the hill to the temple ruins. There, they sit beside each other on a section of broken wall, looking down at the dig.
"The mythology of my people says that our ancestors came to this continent from a land across the sea," he says.
"Where?" asks Robert.
Joseph takes a worn map from his trouser pocket and unfolds it. It is a map of the Pacific Ocean and the western portion of the United States.
He points at islands in the Pacific. Raratonga. Mangaia. Tonga-Tabu. The Gilbert and Marshal Group. The Caroline Group. Panape. Swallow. Kusai. Lele. The Kingsmills. The Navigators. The Mariana Group. The Marquesas. Easter Island. Hawaii.
"On all of these," he says, "are remains of a civilization. Great stone temples. Cyclopean walls. Stone-lined canals. Paved roads. Immense monoliths and statuary."
Removing a felt pen from his shirt pocket, he draws a line connecting all the islands.
A continent is drawn. Joseph taps it with a finger.
"The Motherland," he says.
Robert stares at the map.
"Lemuria?" he says, incredulously.
"It has been called that," Joseph says.
"Why do you call it the Motherland?" Robert asks him.
"What does a mother do?" Joseph answers with another question.
"Gives birth?" says Robert.
"Exactly," Joseph says. "Brings life into the world." He folds the map and puts it away.
"This is what we dig for," he tells Robert. "To see this with our eyes."
The dig continues. It is getting hard now as the soil grows rockier. Norman gets a follow-up note from Amelia giving her flight number and time of arrival.
The day arrives and an excited Norman leaves to pick her up. Robert asks him to try and reach Cathy by telephone while he is gone. He is beginning to fear that she has gone back to England without telling him.
The afternoon of the same day, Joseph comes to the motor home while Robert is eating lunch and knocks on the door.
Robert invites him in and brings him a cold drink. They sit together in the booth.
And Joseph takes something from a burlap wrapping in his hands. It is a tablet they have just uncovered. He has cleaned it off.
He shows it to Robert who is so stunned he cannot react at all.
Inscribed on the tablet is the four-bladed scythe complete to the last detail.
After recovering, Robert gets the ornament found at his father's dig and shows it to Joseph. "I don't know why I didn't show you this before," he says.
Joseph strokes the ornament. A deep breath shudders in his chest.
"This is a symbol of the Sacred Four," he says.
"What are they?" asks Robert.
"The Creator's commands that evolved law and order from chaos," Joseph answers.
He points at the symbol as he speaks.
"The circle in the middle is the Creator," he says. "The hieratic letter in the circle stands for the Creator's powers.
"The direction of these powers is from West to East and the arrow heads on each blade show that these powers are still active.
"The steps inside the blades stand for the Four Great Primary Forces.
"When the blades turn, they form a circle symbolizing the universe.
"This figure is the key to the movements and workings of our universe."
Robert waits, then asks, "All these things happening to us-what do they mean when you add them together?"
CLOSE ON his face as we hear the words which have begun each segment of our story. Joseph's voice saying, "All these happenings-each one of them-are evidences of a greater truth. Traces of the ultimate reality."
"Which is-?" asks Robert.
"The link," says Joseph, "between Spirit and Matter. God and Man."
The silence is so heavy as they sit looking at each other that the honking of the horn as Norman returns makes both of them jump.
Robert takes a deep breath to recover, then goes outside.
To see, with astonished delight, that Cathy is in the jeep with Norman and Amelia.
He sprints to her, embraces and kisses her hungrily, all cosmic matters wiped away by the joy of seeing her.
She hugs him tightly. "Oh, I've missed you!" she tells him.
Robert hugs Amelia then, tells her how happy he is that she's come to Arizona to join them.
Then, as Joseph comes out of the motor home, he introduces the women to him.
Later. A chipper Norman is showing Amelia around the site area. "Think we have an item here?" Robert asks Cathy as they stroll together, arms around each other.
"I wouldn't be surprised," Cathy says. She speaks of her conversation with Amelia on the plane. "She's a lovely, bright woman," Cathy says. "But terribly lonely. Meeting Norman has been very good for her."
"God knows it's good for him," he says. "He's cheerier than I've seen him since we got here."
They sit together on a boulder, watching the sunset. Cathy leans against him, kisses his cheek. "You look so wonderful," she says. "You're so tan."
He kisses her and they talk about their relationship. As a matter of fact, she admits she was seriously considering going back to England. She actually had the telephone receiver in her hand to call the airline for a reservation when it hit her.
Whatever their differences, she just can't visualize a future without Robert.
She sighs, pressed close to him. "I just hope we don't argue all the time," she says.
He chuckles. "I can promise you we won't," he says. He murmurs in her ear, "And speaking of that, fortunately Norman and Amelia haven't reached a point in their relationship where our taking the back bedroom of the motor home will inconvenience them."
They kiss passionately. "I hope we don't shake the thing over," she says.
She tells him then she's heard from Carol. She's re-married.
"Already?" Robert says, surprised.
"I'm glad she did," Cathy says. "It's a man she knew before she married Peter. He's a widower with three young children. He always loved her. It's heaven for her."
Robert smiles. "And I'll bet she's healthy as a horse," he says.
She laughs. "I'll bet she is."
She looks around. "Well," she says. He knows she's been avoiding this question up 'til now. "What's going on here?"
He smiles at her. "What can I tell you?" he says. He makes a sound of wry amusement. "What can I tell you?" he says, meaning what can he tell her that won't send her screaming for the first flight East?
"That bad, anh?" she says.
"No." He smiles. "In essence," he continues, settling for a limited truth, "what we seem to be coming onto is increasing evidence that this area was a colony from some full-fledged civilization."
"Civilization?" she says, her tone of voice already indicating difficulty.
"In the Pacific," he tells her.
She looks at him uneasily. "You don't mean-?"
"Think about it, sweetheart," he breaks in. "Is it really so strange that a body of land might disappear beneath the sea and be virtually forgotten in twelve thousand years?"
"Is that when it happened?" she says.
"More or less," he says. "Our present continents have undergone countless alterations. The shores of Norway, Sweden and Denmark have risen several hundred feet. Sicily was on the ocean floor, now it's three thousand feet above sea level. An earthquake is Lisbon only two hundred years ago caused a marble quay to sink six hundred feet in a matter of minutes."
"All right, all right," she says, holding up both hands in a surrendering gesture. "Kamerad."
He grins. "What's more intriguing from your point of view is what Joseph said about ESP," he says. "He calls it the 'Energy that knows'."
"That I like," Cathy responds.
"He also believes-" Robert draws in bracing breath. "-as I do," he continues, "that ESP was universal in ancient times. That it was sustained by periodic use of what Adamenko called a matrix of cosmic energy. Accordingly, that ESP today is a half-forgotten ability in everyone which needs to be revitalized."
A moment. Cathy crosses her eyes. "Here we go again," she says.
The dig goes on, becoming more and more difficult. The bottom of the shaft, now forty-seven feet down, is virtually arctic; they have to dig with gloves on. Cathy immediately gets a cold. "Just call me Carol," she says, blowing her nose.
Amelia blooms in the desert heat and is unaffected by the chill of the shaft. Her relationship with Norman deepens and they are seen a good deal walking hand in hand.
When he picked the women up from the airport, Norman got a letter from the post office for Robert. It was from Alan. Would he prepare some kind of final statement for the film? They're going to be winding up production soon. Robert spends some time each day on that project.
One evening, Robert and Cathy sit with Joseph (Norman and Amelia playing cards and giggling in the motor home) and Robert discovers, to his new surprise, that Joseph is a college graduate; he never mentioned it before.
The Indian speaks of his philosophy with them, his views on mankind's place in the pattern of life.
"The creative force," he says, "has, I believe, one inviolable law with regard to man and that is: man must sink or swim on his own. Help is available but must be sought after.
"Under no circumstances will the creative force take sides, intervene or impose its will on man collectively or individually."
The firelight flickers on his imposing bronze features as he speaks. He might well be a priest from some ancient time; even the one in Robert's dream.
"The dreadful things we see on earth," he says, "have been created not by God but by man himself. Man, however, can no longer retain his old habits. They were always destructive but the world was large and man's capacity to injure it was limited.
"This is no longer the case.
"Man's ability to destroy is now as vast as the earth itself. If he persists in the old ways, he will make the world unlivable.
"The earth is not a machine. It is a living entity like ourselves. Our relationship with the world is intimate; we are just as responsible for its health as we are for our own.
"Man's pathway points toward a reunion with the creative force," he says. "But if he does not soon become aware of what he is doing to the world, that reunion may take place in horror."
The end comes with shocking suddenness; a grim-faced Norman coming into the motor home to take Robert and Cathy from their afternoon rest.
They follow him to the shaft to discover that it is blocked by an enormous boulder; there is no way to judge how enormous it is.
The amount of blasting that would be required to estimate its size would obliterate the shaft.
The dig is finished.
At least for this year, Norman says. They could come back next year and start another shaft but that is up to Robert.
Robert has been so positive that they were on the verge of finding an access to the Hopi tunnel system that the setback is staggering to him.
Even Joseph seems confused. Like Robert, he has been convinced that success was imminent. He can only shake his head.
"We did something wrong," he says, his tone perplexed.
The crew is paid off and leaves. Joseph returns to his hut. He will be here if Robert chooses to start again next year.
Robert isn't sure. For one thing, the dig has consumed most of his father's legacy. There might not be enough to start from scratch again next year.
"It's the disappointment though," he says to them as they sit having breakfast in the motor home. "I thought we were right on the verge of something big."
Norman chuckles. "Don't look to me for sympathy, my boy," he says. "We've discovered things here no one ever dreamed existed. I could spend two lifetimes more considering the ramifications of what we've already found."
He squeezes Amelia's hand. "Not to mention my personal discovery of something far more valuable," he says.
She smiles back at him and Robert is pleased for them.
For their sake and for Cathy's, he forces himself to cheer up. He can't really complain, he says. The dig may have ended inconclusively but he's found many other things in his life to be grateful for.
His turn to squeeze Cathy's hand. "Not to mention my personal discovery from overseas," he says.
They kiss. Then he sighs. "Well, onward and upward," he says with a smile. "Pass the coffee."
Only Cathy notices the faint strain in his smile and voice as the meal continues. He's disappointed.
Very disappointed.
Norman and Amelia fly back East. Although marriage has not been mentioned, it is clear that the chemistry between them is good.
Cathy will spend a few more days with Robert before returning to New York. Her impromptu vacation from ESPA has to end; her work is piling up.
Robert will close down the dig and follow her shortly afterward.
Before driving back to the site, Robert telephones his brother.
John sounds reasonably well although his presence at home so early in the day indicates his inability to work full-time now.
At first, he is angry with Robert for leaving the dig unfinished but when Robert explains the circumstances, he understands.
"You'll go back next year then," John tells him.
"Right," says Robert, probably lying for his brother's sake.
"Okay," says John. He laughs. "Hey, guess who just called me half an hour ago."
"Who?"
"The Reverend Ruth Eleanor Allmighty," John says with mocking pretentiousness.
"Well, that was nice of her," Robert tries to give her her due.
"I suppose," grumbles John. "She's such a bore though. Never lets go." He pauses. "Bobby?"
"Yeah?"
"You believe any of the crap she's selling?" John asks. "The crap Mom believed in?"
"I don't know, John," Robert answers. "At one time I was sure it was crap. Now I just don't know."
"You mean you think we really might survive?" asks John, the reason for his question apparent.
"Well, let's just say I think that you and I will not be saying permanent farewells when the time comes," Robert answers.
John makes an estimating sound. Then he says, "If it really does happen, can we hide from Ruth?"
They laugh, then Robert feels impelled to defend her again. "She has a good heart, John," he says.
"I know," responds John. His sigh is weary. "It's just that she won't listen."
Robert and Cathy drive back to the site and Robert tells her what he plans to do.
Return to psi investigation.
Cathy is delighted. "Let me warn you though," he breaks in quickly. "I plan to examine it on a much broader basis than you do."
She laughs. "Well," she says, "we won't run short of argument material anyway."
"No," he says, laughing with her. "That we won't."
They reach the site and go into the motor home to be truly alone together for the first time in months.
Later that afternoon, he asks her if she wants to hear his narration for Alan; his "summing up" of Psi.
"You're sure you want me to?" she asks.
He grins at her. "You may as well get the full picture before you have me committed," he tells her.
Cathy walks into the desert with him and sits on a boulder.
"I'm calling it The Twelve Steps of Psi," he begins.
"Catchy," she says.
He throws sand on her sneakers. "You better be serious now," he threatens with mock disapproval.
"All right, all right." She "wipes" away her smile, puts on a "serious" face. "Ready," she says.
It does not take long for her expression to become genuinely attentive.
Robert has something to say.
"Up until now," he reads from his notes, "parapsychology has been a gathering place for anomalies. For studying variations; deviations from the norm. It was not a positive field like Physics. It was negative; residual. Para means 'beyond the norm'.
"We now see that psi is not beyond the norm at all. It is the norm. The way things are. The essence of reality.
"A reality with a Twelve-Step basis from which all its future statements must be made.
"One: Everything in the universe is a form of energy.
"Two: The human system consists of several intermingling fields of energy.
"Three: The physical body is in the lowest range of these fields.
"Four: Every aspect of man's nature involves a different level of these fields.
"Five: All aspects of the physical body are the result of the operation of the next higher level of energy.
"Six: Thought is a form of energy.
"Seven: Fields of thought can intermingle and interact, traverse space and penetrate matter with no weakening effect.
"Eight: Thought fields can be permanently recorded in the energy fields of physical matter.
"Nine: Since thought fields seem to be eternal, it is conceivable that thoughts from the past, present and future are permanently recorded in some kind of universal energy field.
"Ten: Beyond our immediate energy level, serial time is non-existent.
"Eleven: In reality, mankind may be a form of universal energy in existence for eons in the past and eons into the future.
"Twelve: The existence of a universal Spirit Energy may one day be discovered, its purpose the development of mankind."
He finishes and looks at Cathy in silence.
She looks at him in silence.
Then she rises, walks to him and puts her arms around him, hugs him in silence.
She draws back and smiles at him impishly. "Well, Rob, my dear, my love," she says. "You have gone a 'fur piece' past the point where I am. However-"
She shakes her head and makes a sound of dry amusement. "-you certainly do present a bunch of stimulating notions we can fight about."
They walk back to the motor home, arms around each other.
"You really think Alan's going to use that in his film?" she asks.
He snickers. "Not in a million years," he says.
He is sitting in the booth talking with Peter, Cathy asleep in back.
"You're sure you don't want me to wake her up?" Robert asks. "She'd love to see you."
"Another time, old man," says Peter. "We have something more important to discuss. You should not be giving up the dig."
"Peter, there's a boulder blocking our way. It could weigh a ton or more."
"That's not the point, old man," Peter remonstrates. "You aren't getting to the heart of things."
"The heart of things," Robert repeats.
Peter is suddenly angry with him. "Damn it, Robert, you are not listening!" he cries. "Strike through at the heart of it. The heart!"
Robert sits up on the bed.
Cathy is asleep beside him, the motor home dark and silent.
"The heart of it," he murmurs.
Suddenly, he gasps as it hits him. Throwing aside the covers, he stands and dresses quickly. He hurries from the motor home with an electric lantern, striding quickly to the shaft.
He looks down into the blackness of it; hesitates.
Deciding then, he cranks up the platform and steps onto it, grabs a pick and starts to crank himself down.
He stops beside the enormous boulder they had by-passed some time back, stares at the heart he scratched on its surface. The ghostly voice of Ann seems to fill the shaft as she says, "Thank you, Kachinas."
Robert drives the pick end into the heart.
The impact of the blow sends painful vibrations through his arms and shoulders.
"What am I doing?" he asks himself incredulously.
He hesitates. Then something keeps him at it. Again and again, he drives the pick end into the heart, staring at it, concentrating all his energy and thought on that single spot.
He will never know what part of what happens next comes about because of the strength of his blows, what part because of sudden telekinetic power surging out of him.
It seems the latter because, in an instant, it is as though the area of rock around the heart is literally blown out and he is looking at a hole.
It was not a boulder but a wall.
He stares at the hole, breathing hard, perspiration running down his face.
Abruptly then, he starts to drive the pick end at the stone around the hole, widening it until he can wedge himself in through the opening.
He makes a sound of wonderment such as Howard Carter must have made when first looking through the opening into the tomb of Tutankhamen.
In the lantern light, he sees a declining passage six foot high disappearing into blackness.
Unable to speak, having trouble with his breath, he pulls himself through the opening, drops down, then stands, holding up the lantern.
His throat moves as he swallows dryly.
It is obviously a man-made tunnel.
He begins to descend the sloping floor of it.
An eerie, deathly stillness covers him as he moves down through the tunnel which, in a series of 180-degree reversals, takes him deeper and deeper into the earth.
Until, at last, he reaches an enormous metal door which blocks his way.
He tries to push it open but it will not budge.
He cannot believe that he has come this far only to be thwarted now. Putting down the lantern, he shoves his weight against the door with more and more despairing urgency.
It remains as fixed as the tunnel wall.
"No!" he cries, the word echoing off into the distance.
He paces angrily, filled with frustration.
Then he stops himself. "Wait a minute," he says. "Wait a minute. Energy," he murmurs. "Use the energy."
He draws in deep, shuddering breath and faces the door.
He closes his eyes and extends his finger-spread palms toward the door, "opening" himself, not fighting; waiting. He becomes very still, his breath inaudible. He stands immobile in silence.
Then he opens his eyes.
On the scrollwork of the door, it seems as though he sees ten different points aglow.
Slowly, without anxiety, he places the tips of his fingers on the points, then presses in.
With an immense grinding noise-the sound of some great unseen system of weights which has not functioned in eons-the door begins to move.
Inchingly, it swings in, stops.
Picking up the lantern, Robert enters the area which has been revealed.
It appears to be the interior of the top portion of a pyramid.
If the entire structure exists below, its sides must be buried more than four hundred and seventy five feet deeper in the earth.
He holds up the lantern and sees wall glyphs in the stone.
One of them is the carving from the tablet and the ornament: what Joseph called the symbol of the Sacred Four.
The central area of the chamber is enclosed by a wall.
He moves around it.
There is an entry on the opposite side.
He enters the center chamber.
To see, before him, a heart-stopping sight.
An altar, on it a pair of exquisitely sculpted bronze hands three feet high.
The hands are reaching upward, fingers bowed.
Between their facing palms-floating in mid-air-is a crystal globe two feet in circumference.
Unlike his vision, however, the globe is not perfect.
A piece is missing.
As though he understands immediately, Robert reaches into his pocket and removes the crystal cone.
He slides it into the globe.
And watches in amazement as it seals itself into place.
He waits.
Nothing happens.
His expression grows confused. He moves around the globe, examining it.
He makes a sound of unbelieving anguish.
Another piece is missing from it.
He cannot conceive of this. The disappointment is more than he can bear. Tears spring to his eyes. "No," he says, almost sobbing the word.
He turns away abruptly, agonized.
And freezes, heartbeat leaping with shock.
A figure blocks the entry way, unidentifiable in the shadows.
Robert stares at the figure, his expression one of stunned apprehension.
Then the figure steps forward, Robert shrinking back involuntarily.
It is Joseph.
Without a word, he removes something from his pocket.
A crystal identical to the other one.
He slides it into the globe and, like the first one, it seals itself in place.
Instantly, the globe begins to shimmer flickeringly like a strange fluorescent light about to go on.
Joseph takes Robert by the arm and draws him to the floor.
Cross-legged, both sit in silence, staring at the globe like children.
It has begun to mist and swirl inside now like a psychic's crystal ball.
Then the misting fades and CAMERA MOVES IN ON the globe until it fills the screen.
The universe devoid of life – empty, soundless. The immensity of space, dark and motionless.
Something vast moves within the abyss. Molecules and atoms are created, specks and particles ignited which begin to meld together, the resulting forms revolving in space.
Gradually, these spinning forms grow massive and evolve into burning suns, a panoply of sparkling stars spread across the universe.
Finally, planets are assembled from swirling gasses and they swing into orbits about the suns.
CAMERA MOVES IN ON the planet which is Earth.
Darkness covers it; silence. No atmosphere, no water.
LONG DISSOLVES separate each eon of creative time.
The outside gasses of the Earth are separated and the atmosphere formed, waters settle on the Earth to cover its entire face. No land is visible.
Then the gasses which have formed the atmosphere begin to move, shafts of sunlight meeting shafts of light within the atmosphere and giving birth to light and heat which falls across the surface of the Earth.
The gasses still inside the Earth begin to burn now, thrusting land above the surface of the waters.
There are cataclysms in this period, rumblings and swellings in the cooling Earth, cracking of the lands. Shiftings and contractions causing surfaces to change so that water becomes land and land becomes water.
It is as though an unseen sculptor is altering the appearance of a ball of clay by pressing here and there so that the oceans and the continents are formed.
Finally, shafts of sunlight meet shafts of light from the earth (as Robert saw earlier) and, in the mud of the waters and the dust of the lands, plant life is created. Lands begin to flower and the Earth becomes green, an exquisite environment.
Minute forms of cellular life appear, first in the oceans, then on the lands.
Evolution begins. Simple at first, gradually becoming more sophisticated, the animal kingdom appearing.
CAMERA RUSHES BACK INTO the vastness of the universe again as the great force moves once more and casts off trillions of sparks in one enormous burst of energy, most of them flying off into the cosmos.
Some of these life sparks fall to Earth and enter the bodies of the creatures of sea, air and land where they "experience" the pleasures of physical existence.
At first, the life sparks come and go at will, enjoying the beauty of the waters, the winds, the forests, the plains.
Then they remain within the creatures too long and become trapped.
Experimenting with this new imprisonment, they create mixtures of animals and a mockery of forms appear on Earth-centaurs, Cyclops, unicorns-the world overrun with monsters.
Until the universal force moves once again and every monstrous sub-creature is destroyed.
A single form is chosen-the ape.
Now the life sparks hover around the anthropoids and watch as they are influenced from simple lives. The apes descent from trees, make tools, build fires, form larger groups, begin attempting to communicate, lose their totally simian look, shed hair, become refined as creatures.
At which point, the life sparks-working through the matrix-are allowed entrance into the new forms and man becomes a part of evolution.
LONG DISSOLVE
We see the continent of Mu in the Pacific much like the shape which Joseph drew by connecting islands on his map.
Part of its eastern seaboard is the form of Western California separated from North America by a stretch of ocean. The west coast of what will be the United States is vastly different.
Mu is a tropical country of huge plains, its fields and valleys covered with rich grasses, its hillsides shaded by luxuriant growths of vegetation. The land is intersected and watered by broad, slow-running streams and rivers which wind their sinuous ways around the wooded hills and through the fertile plains, their banks thick with giant ferns. Tall fronded palms fringe the ocean shores.
Here, in this paradise, evolution has produced the first true man of Earth.
We see the people: the dominant race tall with olive skins, dark eyes and straight black hair; the other races yellow, brown and black.
The people of the Motherland.
All dress similarly in colorful toga-type robes, sandals on their feet. All are healthy and vigorous, their children beautiful.
Seasonally, they visit pyramids built along the matrix lines where they are re-vitalized.
All have natural psychic powers.
They communicate by thought.
They move objects unaffected by the weight of gravity.
They assemble molecules to form giant figures.
We watch this happen, seeing the great monoliths created.
SHIMMER DISSOLVE TO these figures which exist today on Easter Island.
CAMERA HOLDS ON these as CAMERA PULLS BACK to Robert and Joseph watching in silence.
The globe darkens.
They leave the chamber and ascend the tunnel to the shaft, crank the platform to the surface.
As they reach it, sunrise begins. They stand in silence, watching its magnificence.
CAMERA PULLS UP SLOWLY, ENDLESSLY until we are in space, looking at the Earth below.
A SLOW UPWARD CRAWL OF WORDS begins.
The first thing that came to mind as I looked at Earth was its incredible beauty.
It was a majestic sight-a splendid blue and white jewel suspended against a velvet black sky.
How peacefully, how harmoniously, how marvelously it fit into the evolutionary pattern by which the universe is maintained.
The presence of divinity became almost palpable and I knew that life in the universe was not just an accident.
Clearly, the universe had meaning and direction.
It was not perceptible by the sensory organs but it was there nevertheless, an unseen dimension behind the visible creation that gives it an intelligent design and that gives life purpose.
-Edgar Mitchell
American astronaut
Apollo 14 Lunar Expedition
SLOW FADE
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