Emily listened to the sound of Chantelle and Daniel playing in the living room. She herself was sitting in her office, at the desk that had once belonged to her father. Amongst the mail she had collected that morning, she'd noticed one in her father's handwriting and had stashed it away, wanting to read it quietly and in privacy once the hecticness of the day was over.
She leaned back in the chair and took a breath, then opened the letter. Her father's scrawling handwriting filled her with a sense of nostalgia. She was sure she could smell the clock grease on the paper mixing with the metallic odor of cogs. She breathed it in, comforted, as if her father were here in the room.
When she'd first seen it this morning, she'd wondered whether the first letter Roy had sent would contain the diary entries he'd told her about, the ones that explained every detail he could remember related to every photograph he had of her. The enormous scrapbook he'd told her he would make. But no, this was an ordinary letter addressed to her directly.
Emily Jane,
We just finished speaking on the telephone. As a father, hearing my daughter cry is the most painful sound in the world. But I need you to know how necessary and important it is to do so, to be in touch with your emotions. Things cannot be good all the time. Flowers cannot always bloom. In life there is sadness, there is pain. And there must be. Because through these trials there is triumph, growth, and learning. Without the winter, we would never appreciate the sun.
My darling, I love you.
Dad
Emily couldn't help herself from crying. But they weren't tears of grief, they were tears of gratitude. Of joy, even. Her life was richer than some people's would ever be, despite the hardships. Her father's letter was the perfect reminder. They were words to live by. She would frame it to keep it safe forevermore. Then, perhaps one day she and Chantelle would bury it in a time capsule. The thought made her smile to herself.
She left her office and stood in the corridor. The inn had grown increasingly quiet over the last few weeks. Now that Labor Day weekend was over, along with summer, they would have a quieter spell. And with more staff, things felt less chaotic.
She went toward the living room but then paused, not quite ready to share Roy's letter with anyone. She wanted to keep it to herself for a while, to let his words be spoken just for her. So instead, she went softly upstairs.
Something seemed to be drawing her toward Baby Charlotte's room, and she let the sensation guide her along the hall and inside. The room had been fixed up now, since Chantelle's meltdown, and it had been freshly painted in the most delicate creamy pink color. It looked gorgeous and comfortable.
Emily sat in the nursing chair and looked about her, envisioning the future when she would be here, cradling a newborn, feeding her and caring for her. A tingle of excitement spread throughout her entire body.
As the moon rose, making shadows lengthen across the floor, Emily noticed that one of the boxes of toys she'd stored in the attic when she first moved in was sitting in the middle of the floor. She wondered whether Daniel had brought it down. She certainly hadn't.
She went and crouched beside it, opening up the lid. The first thing she saw inside was a rag doll that had belonged to Charlotte, with rosy circles stitched onto its cheeks and stringy red hair. It was still in good condition despite having been locked away in her sister's old room for decades.
She stroked her fingers through the doll's hair of string. Then she stood and placed the doll delicately into the crib.
She stepped back to take in the sight. It seemed only fitting that Baby Charlotte's first toy would be one that had belonged to the aunt she was named for.
As she looked around at the nursery, growing dimmer in the darkening night, she sighed with contentment. The cycle of life was turning.
Returning downstairs to her family, Emily found that they had moved onto the porch to watch the beautiful starry sky. She waltzed toward them, filled to the brim with love. Daniel looked up as she approached, his eyes filled with delight at her presence. He reached for her and she folded against him.
Just then, she heard the sound of his phone ringing. She shuffled off his lap so he could fish his phone out of his pocket.
"It's the real estate agent calling me back," he said.
Emily felt a sudden jolt of excitement race through her. Chantelle turned and watched. She looked as nervous as Emily felt as they watched Daniel take the call.
He spoke for a moment, recounting that they were inquiring about the island, then covered the receiver.
"It's still for sale," he told Chantelle and Emily. "The island."
Chantelle grabbed Emily's hand.
"Are we putting in an offer?" Daniel asked Emily. "Are we really doing this?"
Her nerves fluttering, Emily's eyes fell to the telescope clutched in Chantelle's hand. The word Sunset Island was clearly visible. All the signs were there. And hadn't she told Amy that sometimes you had to take a leap of faith in life? To jump into things with both feet? Hadn't she told her father he had to live his final months to the fullest, to have as many experiences as possible?
She grinned, the answer forming so perfectly and clearly in her mind.
"Yes," she said, firmly, as confident as she could be that this was the right thing to do. "Yes, we really are."
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